Ashiah Symone Bryier
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"you wrong for that, you really is" my momma said to me as we walked out of court
"ma I don't care, he should've thought bout that before he did what he did" I said shrugging, i can careless
I don't give a fuck bout how nobody feel. They want me to understand them but can't seem to understand me
"but you not hurting nobody but K'Saun, and it ain't got shit to do with him"
"ma please" I said rolling my eyes growing more annoyed
"what — please what Ashiah?"
"Quit talking bout it, damn"
"you better watch who you talking to. I done let you slide one to many times, now after this year over you gone fix this"
"fix what?" I asked raising a eyebrow confused
"fix what you fucked up, you took that boy away from his daddy. And Kentrell love his son, he love K'Saun"
"He aint love me"
"you ain't got shit to do with they relationship. If I would've known what you been doing this whole time I would've stopped you"
"that's why I aint tell you, i wanted a restraining order. I got one, we ain't gotta worry bout him" I said before chuckling
We made it back over to the car before I heard cursing and other loud talking. I looked over to see Kentrell before we made eye contact
He shook his head and looked at me before coming over to me. Fuck he want now?
"can I just talk to you one more time before we go?" I stood there looking at him before giving in
"You got two minutes"
"say, I ain't mean fa' shit to turn out like this. I ain't want it to be like this either cause this hurt. I can't even lie, you taking my son away from me just put me in a darker place. Then you got a restraining order and I'm on child support.
My actions and ways ain't have nothing to do with Saun. That's what you fail to realize, you just want me out yo' life. So you figured if you get me out his life you won't have to deal with me. It's aight though, I understand you I guess. I'm sorry, for real and I hope youn hold this against me"
" you tryna play victim with all them excuses, but I gave you my heart and it's dying. You the reason why, you should've never walked out my life. I swear everything was straight from the start, but now shit just falling apart quick.
I don't know what happen to us, it's like something switched inside you. Now you treat me like shit, I guess you forgot I was yo' bitch. I just can't deal with all this shit, so I'm isolating myself from you"
"so you blaming me?" He asked raising a eyebrow and pointing at himself
"uh well— ?" He shook his head head before cutting me off, he got me fucked up
"so the way you been acting, you blame me for that?" I looked at him all surprised, I don't know why though
"Kentrell if you cu— " he cut me off again cause he want a answer and I guess I'm beating round the bush
"so I guess that's what you saying, I guess so. Ashiah I ain't make you take K'Saun away from me, I ain't make you get a restraining order on me, and I damn shole ain't make you put me on child support.
You did that shit, you. So when K'Saun grow up asking bout me don't tell him I walked out on him. You did that shit, so blame you"
My face softened up with regret, but then again I don't feel bad
"aight Kentrell"
"let me see K'Saun one last time" I just stared at him like he was stupid "hello?"
"whatever Kentrell, you got five minutes to see him" I walked off and went to go get in the car. He better enjoy this shit while it last
yeah I don't feel bad , and yes I do blame him
We made it back to the house and less then thirty minutes. Kentrell followed behind us so we pulled up at the same time
I had my cousin watching K'Saun so I didn't have to take him with me. I admit, I would be sad if I was K'Saun
he young as fuck so he don't understand what's going on... right?
yeah I know he got feelings, but that don't mean he got feelings ... right?
only cause he misunderstood to the situation
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3 MORE CHAPTERS LEFT ... TIL BOOK 3 !!!!
