Ashiah Symone Bryier
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"So why you ain't tell me?" I repeated for the fifth time as Kentrell sat at the end of the bed "hello?"
He didn't say nothing he continued looking down at his phone. I walked over and pulled his phone out his hand
"say, what you doing?"
"You hear me talking to you, I know you do" I said and he chuckled pulling me in between his legs
"yes, I hear yo' annoying ass" he wrapped his arm around my waist and I pulled back
I know what he tryna do and it ain't gone work
"then answer my question?"
"what you ask?" I looked at him for about three seconds before rolling my eyes "why you ain't tell me and where the fuck this baby at now?"
"this happened when I was 16, we wasn't together so I ain't need to tell you. She had a abortion"
"okay and we was bestfriends at the time, you still should've told me"
"mane I don't wanna talk about this, damn. I wish you would fall back off this shit"
"nah cause I feel like— " i stopped and he looked at me quick
"you feel like what?"
"Never mind, never mind" I said wanting laugh but I was serious at the same time
"nah say that shit cause you really got me fucked up. Never mind just stop where you at while you ahead"
I ignored him and walked into the bathroom that was connected to the room. We was in the guest room cause I made a whole scene in front of everybody
It pissed Kentrell off and now I'm in so called "trouble" so he not letting me leave out the room
"Come from outta there" I heard him say which caused me to roll my eyes. I turned the light off and came out "what you mad for?"
"Kentrell leave me alone, and can I leave?"
"no cause youn know how to act in front of people"
"I'm not gone do shit just let me go" he didn't say nothing which meant no. So now I gotta play his ass to get what I want
I swear this nigga fall for it every time and I love it
I made me way over to him and sat on his lap before grabbing his face. He started laughing before he moved my hand
"ion know what the fuck you doing but stop"
"I'm not doing shit, you being weird. Let me go back downstairs" I said grabbing his face again and kissing him
"nah cause you still got a attitude and shit. They think I'm doing something to you to make you act like that. They look at me like I'm crazy"
I nodded but still brushed off what he said. I can care less bout what they think
I gave him a innocent smile before speaking again
"daddy can we play tap out?" I kept smiling before a smirk appeared on his face
Tap out is a game we made up. We fuck til somebody give up and don't wanna fuck no more. I always lose cause Kentrell be tryna kill me
He be tryna break my back, my walk, and everything else
"We not finna play that in these people house but when we go back home it's going down"
"okay and can we go downstairs ?"
"yeah come on" he said causing me to get happy inside, he never say no to shit after I ask him to play tap out
I got up off his lap and he got up behind me before we left out the room. We made our way back downstairs and everybody was looking at us
"what the fuck y'all looking at?" I asked loudly as I mugged them. Kentrell pulled me by my belt loop before leaning down to my ear
"you really tryna get fucked up" he whispered sending chills down my back
"no cause why they looking at me?"
"let them fucking look" he muttered causing me to roll my eyes
"I don't want nobody looking at me. It ain't nothing to look at" I said seeing my momma come over to us with K'Saun
"Ashiah stop acting like you ain't got no damn sense. You acting like a lit' ass girl"
"Ma leave me alone" I said tryna take K'Saun but she backed up
"you not finna take my grandson and you acting like a ass. Kentrell I don't know what's wrong with her but fix her"
Kentrell sighed before I turned and looked at him
"how you gone not give me my son?" I scrunched my face up at her cause now she pissing me off even more
"aight shut the hell up" Kentrell said
"She better cause she finna get her ass whooped. Don't think you grown cause you just turned eighteen"
My birthday was last month, November 24th. A bitch legal now so I'm finna run away and not come back CAUSE IM GROWN
I ain't say nothing instead I just walked off making my way outside. I felt Kentrell following behind me and once we made it out he grabbed me
"Say, you tripping for no reason. Why you mad fa' mane?"
nigga could've at least finished English before dropping out. Half talking ass
"I ain't mad" I said before changing my mind "actually I am mad leave me alone"
"What you mad for?"
"Kentrell I don't know" I said leaning back on the gate as he pulled his blunt and lighter out his pocket
He lit his blunt up before putting it to his lips and inhaling. He turned away from me and blew the smoke out before looking at me with his low eyes
I know this nigga not high already
"What the fuck you mugging me fa'?" I shrugged before he tried to kiss my neck but I moved
"ahh, you on some other shit for real bruh. I wanna give you a hickey"
"No you not putting no hickey on my neck, and it's cold so I'm finna go in"
"no you not, come here" he grabbed my hand and we went on the porch
I sat in his lap with my head laid on his chest as he smoked his blunt
I started thinking about the negative and positive consequences of me running away. I came to a conclusion that Im running away
Fuck how everybody else feel bout it
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Sorry for mistakes, I ain't proofreading nothing
