Kentrell Desean Gaulden
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"that girl gone call that police on you yb" 3three said looking at me as I watched K'Suan eat his chips
I shrugged not really caring, she aint that damn dumb
"she scared of the fucking police, she aint doing that" I said not taking my eyes off K'Suan, I heard shuffling so I looked up seeing him digging in his pocket
"nigga you took her child, what you mean she aint calling the police?"
"No I took my child, he wouldn't be here if it wasn't for me. He mine, I dont give a fuck bout none of that shit yall talking" I grabbed my blunt cause I felt my jaw clench up
these niggas getting on my damn nerves
I got up and grabbed K'Saun before walking out the house. I put him in the passenger seat as just looked at him
He make me so fucking happy, I forget about all my problems when I'm around him
"I know you don't understand shit I'm saying, but this you will someday. Daddy going through some shit right now, and it's hard to fight back. Daddy tryna heal his self by taking these pain killers.
I ain't no bad person, I just don't do what the rest of these niggas do. Whatever anybody tell you bout me, know it ain't true. It's a lie, know that. Yo' momma tripping right now, so if she ever do keep you away from me you know I love you.
That love ain't gone ever change, and don't grow up to be like daddy. He made a lot of mistakes and he still learning from them. I'm young but I ain't dumb, I ain't immature like everybody else. I'm kinda pieced together and I'm zoned out too.
If we ain't isolated and yo' momma choose to think straight. Promise me you gone hold me down, ain't nobody else did it. You gone be the first one to fix that scar and keep a promise. I love you K'Saun, don't forget it"
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"We fucking told yo' ass, and you think you know so much" Montana said as I slipped on my shoes
"Montana i ain't tryna hear that shit right now mane. My baby momma just took my son from me and I gotta go to court bout this shit"
"And she putting you on child support and getting a restraining order on you" baby joe added and I looked at him with a death glare
"I ain't ask you to put yo' extra pieces in nigga. Shut the fuck up, damn. Y'all think its a joke cause y'all ain't in my shoes, y'all don't know what this shit feel like"
"We don't think it's a joke, we just not surprised bout what the fuck done happened. Cause we told you, and you still chose to do what you wanted"
"cause he mine" I said shrugging and Montana sucked his teeth
"That's why you in this situation right now. It's cause of that mindset you holding on to. You need to turn it around" Montana responded
I shrugged, I don't care bout nothing at this point
"So when the court date?" Ben asked rubbing the top of his head
"Ashiah said it's next week, so he gotta be there. If he ain't there he going straight to somebody jail cell"
"they can take my ass to jail cause I ain't going. Fuck, I'll put myself on child support and lock me up" I muttered and Kd started laughing
"mane yb shut the hell up, you sound bout dumb as hell. You acting dumb too, chill with that shit" he said and I shook my head
"for real, you walk in the court next week with that attitude they really gone lock you up"
"But what the fuck she gone tell the judge?" I asked now thinking about it "I ain't do shit wrong, I been there ever since K'Saun was born"
"Exactly, you think now huh?" Montana said "she ain't got no proof of you not being there. Her reason ain't fair so they ain't putting you on child support"
"look mane, I want my son and I'm gone get him. Fuck the system and fuck Ashiah "
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