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Couldn't stay away ? - Chapter 11°

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Steve's P.O.V :

you know that moment when you feel rejected ?

Something that everyone fears even the toughest people are horrified of it . Rejection shouldn't feel like this. But it does, and it's hard to shake off this feeling . so much more when you think about it endlessly , no girl has ever dared to reject me or pull a stunt but she did ! I know this is stupid , she kissed me back I felt it but when she tried to pull away and worst of all when I looked into her eyes . It felt like I disgust her , she clearly regret it ,

I mean for god's sake she wanted me to leave , she didn't want me there . So do I have to feel guilty about it ? kissing her , was it right ? I have no freaking damn idea . The only thing I know is that it felt great being that close to her , in fact kissing her cold icy lips , making her feel warm and stopping her freezing body from shaking was just something I pulled to be able to feel her and touch her in that way .

I know I really need to stop messing with her and get m'y head straight , to what I want and need from her . I clearly wasn't getting anywhere with her . But it hurts you know ..rejection ? Rejection is the worst

as I get home my parents' loud voices and shouts are loud and clear through the paper thin walls , if they were to think that if they closed the door I wouldn't be able to hear them . Then sadly they are wrong . I know they are having another episode of theirs like usual . Things are really bad between my parents but this shit needs to stop . I mean haven't they learned from what happened ?

Lately I've been getting used to this life and It hasen't stopped since , Des . As I found myself thinking about him , and I wonder where is he now , who is he with ? and what is he doing ? ..

I know I have to stop thinking about this before I go nuts because right now I wasn't in the mood for my parents shit , the only thing I'm in mood for is this stubborn girl who I just happened to have every single though in my head consumed by her , for some reason

I've never been that kind to stick around with girls , don't get me wrong I'm not the player here , it's just dating and falling in 'love' , as they call it wasn't my thing . But this time it feels different . I know it definitely is not love but I know she means something to me , considering we only met a few days ago .

She was something else , something about her that drowns me to her . Something..

Eve's P.O.V :

We all cherish sleep , I know I'm a deep sleeper . I mean this amount of love for sleep I could never explain it to you . But last night for the first time in my life , sleep was something I wasn't able to experience something felt different , something that didn't allow me to drift into it and forget about everything ...Who am I kidding all I kept thinking about was 'the kiss' , so many hateful things I wanted to say to him , but they were mostly questions . like why did he do that , why did he kiss me and what are we now ?

Sue's voice knocks me out of my thoughts

" SO when did you get back home last night ? " She was now standing in the doorway , as I got up and saw her making her way towards me . I groaned and stepped out of my pajamas shorts , to change my clothes . Lately they've been coming home really late and sometimes they can't even make it . I have to say , I'm feeling really lonely and this house is too big for my liking . Also I'm in no mood to talk to anybody today