A/N: Prologue was fixed to fit guidelines.
This chapter was fixed a bit. Prolouge is short, other chapters will be normal length.
I felt hopeless.
In simpler words, I felt nothing was worthy anymore.
Nothing.
I gave up my family, friends, career, life, to be with the man I loved. Only to be stabbed in the back.
Was it my fault for loving too much? For depending on him too much?
Every despairing thought swirled in my mind, as I look at my ghastly, yet once beautiful reflection.
That's right.
It was all because of my appearance.
Had I not been born with rare and delicate features, I wouldn't have been sweet-talked and mislead into darkness.
Ah.
Even till the end, I blamed my looks.
How vain could I get?
I can't blame my appearance, only myself for being a naive girl. For being stupid. For being rebellious. For being heartless.
For one man, one man, I had forsaken the people who showered me with love since my birth.
No matter how many regrets I feel now, it's too late.
I cannot bother my family, nor anyone I love, anymore.
I can't ask or accept mercy from them; the damage is far too great.
I can only self wallow in pity.
There's no meaning to life if I live in solitude. Depraved of happiness, care, or love.
Only death can offer me redemption, or at least I pray.
The crimes I've done are far too numerous, including breaking my parents to the brink of insanity.
I don't deserve forgiveness.
As my heart rate decreased in the hospital system, I felt sleepy, but very tired...
So I closed my eyes, and waited for the darkness to creep in.
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