Advice!

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I'm an aro-ace, or aromantic asexual, which basically means that I don't feel sexual or romantical attraction to people. I am not happy nor sad for this fact, it is just who I am, and I do not envy people who fall in love and similar.

About a month ago, two of my best friends became a couple and nobody makes a big deal of it, they still hang out with the rest of our group and all that. However, I have, on several occasions these last few weeks, experienced impulses to kiss another one of my friends. It super weird and I'm so confused, it's not like "omg, she's so hot, I want to kiss her" nor "I can feel the sparks, I have to lean in" or something like that. I simply see, almost FEEL, myself reach forward and kiss her. Not romantically, not sexually, I just imagine myself doing it. My mind just tells me it would feel nice. I don't know if it's because of my two other friends, that I'm somehow getting used to and am beginning to see kissing as a normal thing to do or something but I'm just really... I don't know! Does anyone know something about this sort of thing?

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