i went to the backstage, everyone staring at me. i don't blame them at all, i mean, i'm the one who broke out crying on stage. ani was the first one who came up to hug me, i guess she really likes hugs. i hugged her back in the same moment. even tho me and ani met like 2 weeks ago, it felt like i have known her for years. i broke the hug, since my phone kept vibrating, i was prepared for my crying to go all over social media, but i couldn't care less. X was a very close friend of mine, and ever since he passed away it has been hard. i just haven't been showing it much lately. i look at my phone, just seeing mentions and mentions.
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literallytea: i know i haven't been nice to anne (yungdari) but her crying on stage broke me. honestly i understand now what has she been going through. but we havent seen her and xxx be like friends n stuff and idk whats happening but apparently they were really close
user1: thank u finally
yungdari: <3
→ user2: fuck off noone likes u
→ user3: user2 why dont u stop hating on her she didnt do anything wrong wtf
user4: i was there, and i can confirm those were fake tears
→ user5: i was there too and they were real, u dont see someone fucking faking tears over their dead friend would ya?
→ yungdari: thank u
i was getting tons of hate because people spread rumors that those were fake tears. my brother was next to me the whole time, i saw that he was worried for me as he was always like a parent to me.
"i think it's time for us to go home" he whispered so it doesnt come out like we are trying to get away from ani and others.
"alright..."
we said goodbye to everyone, they left the same time me and my brother did. max was nowhere to be seen? maybe he left early..? i have no idea. i will just message him in the car.
we got into the car, and i almost immediately texted max.
anne xoxo: hey max where did u go i didn't seen u backstage
maximo: oh i went home early i was feeling tired
anne xoxo: ok just dont scare me like that next time i thought someone kidnapped u ):>
maximo: sorry b ):
anne xoxo: okay ttyl gotta get into the house
out of nowhere, i get a message from my manager.
manager: hey anne. just to remind u to pack since in 2 days we are going to denver. are u sure you don't wanna bring anyone? also, i'm happy to tell you i got your dance teacher back and you can practice dancing again! maybe on tour as well? let me know (:
