Probably Kismet

Chapter 9

This chapter is dedicated to _alexandratabor :)

Enjoy! Medyo mahaba ata ito. Sana hindi boring.

Happy 1k views sa story ko and HAPPY KATHNIEL DAY! <3

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- C H A P T E R 9 -

{ DJ's POV }

Isang linggo na ang lumipas since the "incident."

Napakarami na ring nangyari sa loob ng isang linggo.

Mas naging close ako kina Neil, Julia, Kiray, Diego at EJ.

Kilalado na rin ako dito. Ewan ko nalang kung positibo o negatibo.

Nag-umpisa na rin yung mga lessons.

Masaya na sana ako kung..........

hindi lang ako iniiwasan ni Kath. 

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Oo, iniiwasan niya ako. Alam ko namang dapat hindi ko siya hinalikan kahit sa pisngi lamang yun. Babae siya at naiintindihan ko siya. Sabi ng iba, OA daw si Kath pero para sa akin, tama lang na magalit o magtampo siya.

Pero kasalanan ko bang.......

biglaan ko lang siyang...ano..... hinalikan?

Hay....

Ako nga mismong humalik, nagulat. Siya pa kaya?

Hay. Kelangan kong maayos ito.

I need to get help from the gang and the boys.

{ Kath's POV }

Weeks have passed and I can pretty much say that....

I'm not okay. Nothing's okay.

That feeling when you feel so bad but you don't even know the reason why?

That moment of utter confusion?

That feeling you get when you're lonely?

That even though your loved ones are near you yet you still feel far from them?

I've been so sick and tired of being sick and tired these past few days.

Some say that I'm just stressed because I'm already a senior. 

But, how come the others aren't?

I get it. It's just me.

It's just me and my loathsome feelings.

Truth be freaking told, I'm not mad at him.

But as a girl who doesn't want to have any emotional attachment with lads for some reasons you will know at the right time, that was such a wrong move.

I'm not overreacting or whatever. It's just that.......

I hate this feeling.

I swore to myself that I won't let anything or anyone let me feel this way again.

I know you're a tad bit confused.

You'll know.

SOOOOOOOOON.

And yes, I am ignoring him. 

No, scratch that.

I'm ignoring the world.

I've been such an ignorant. But I'm glad my dear friends understand me.

Pero alam niyo bang.......