hi this is the author of this book.
i want to apologize for the lack of updates. i need to be honest with you all.
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i've been dealing with depression, anxiety, eating disorder, and suicidal thoughts for a pretty long time. recently it's been to the point where its all gotten so bad. i've trusted people and they ended up leaving, people ended up hurting me, etc.
on wednesday night, april 3rd, 2019 i almost took my life. i was so empty and dead inside that i cried for 2 hours straight and had a mental breakdown. i made a plan on how i was going to kill myself.
yet, i didn't go through with it and told my mom "i don't like being here."
she immediately knew what i was talking about and took me to a mental hospital the next day where i got evaluated. i was then sent as an outpatient to a mental facility to get treated. i've been on medication and it's been slowing me down fairly.
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i'm so sorry i let you all down. please forgive me as i continue this hiatus until at least the summer starts for me.
i love you all ❤
