My Love Next Door

im breaking

Hey guys, so i dont know how much longer I can keep pretending im okay. that everything is fine. im not sure how much longer i can keep up this act that im this happy, good mood, doesnt care attitude, when in reality im breaking inside. i mean, yeah, there are days when im in a really good mood and for that day I feel like things might be okay , but then that doesnt happen very often. i fake being in a good mood everyday and there are just somedays where I cant. no matter how hard i try i just cant make myself seem happy. I just dont know what to do anymore. my parents took my phone away so i cant even talk to anyone about this. im breaking and theres no one who can help. i hope saying this doesnt affect you reading this, but i just needed to vent