mmm ...I don't really feel fine, today something's wrong with me.
Dear Notebook... No you aren't for me just notebook, Dear "emotional paper", it suits you more, I think, already 16 days have gone since I bought you, and your papers are full of my emotions, so you are my "Emotional paper". I love you because when you appeared everything g in my life changed.
You know today I was just thinking, am I selfish or not? I think I am, and thinking about it made me sick. I didn't let Him to find someone better for him. He's too good for someone like me, He's perfect and I? I'm just typical girl.
Today I tried to stay all day at my room, I don't want to see my mom crying over and over again, I think I don't have much time left but anyway I don't care. There is only one problem, I hate darkness, but there it won't bother me.
Summary of the day can be expressed with one word - Depression.
He came in the evening and took away all the bad feelings, but I was still sitting without a word. I must tell him that one day everything will over, that something's wrong with me I was thinking but I said nothing, yeah nothing at all. I don't want that he looked me like a poor creature.
Before he went he kissed my forehead, I wanted to hug him but there wasn't any strength for it, so I wrapped my weak hand around his waist, at the moment I could feel his strong hands around me. And then I felt water drop on my shoulder.
It was a tear. His tear.
-what happened? -I whispered in his ear, kissing him on check.
There was no answer, my eyes got wet.
-Harry. - I demanded his answer.
-Nothing. - He said hugging more strongly.
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Lara's Notebook
Teen FictionIt's a story of teenage girl with boring life, one day she finds in a shop a notebook and decides to buy it . after that she writes everything there. Once She will meet one very mysterious boy, and fells in love with him but what will happen? If y...
