Lara's Notebook

First Day

The sun was shining very brightly, like it have never had.... No I don't need this banal preface, I don't understand why I'm cheating myself? It's my own notebook, where I must be real me, like I'm all alone and if I'm alone, I don't need to make facts more beautiful.

The sun was shiniging like it always does, it was one usual day, nothing special, untill I found in a shop big brown Notebook, and I remembered the time when I was 12. That time I was writing a diary and it made me really happy. I don't know what happened to me, but I bought that notebook and ran at home happy like a little child. I'm not going to write Diary again, I just want to write down my everyday life, that is boring by my opinion, but I want to transfer my thoughts somwhere, I know someday I will try to remember my teenage time, as mom says, when I grow oldder, I will miss my teenage life very much. So in my opinion this notebook will make alive my old memories in my head.

For the first time I promise my notebook that I will say truth and nothing instead of truth, I will be here real me, without any masks. "hm... without mask? You don't have an idea, how fast you will hate me"

Now I'm going to retell about myself. I'm Lara 16 years old, I live in USA's remote corner. Here everything is monotonous, we removed here about 1 mounth ago, so I have not any friends. In this place every house looks like each other, so honestly, I haven't learnt places very well, and also I'm very bad at remembering places, I always get lost, it's usual for me.

I love art, I don't use to spend all my time with computer, but instead of it I don't leave my mobile for a minute. I prefer mobile to any other kind of contacts. I learn very well. I got on well with my old class, but always after flying everyone has to spend a little time on the ground, I have hope that I will fly again. For me It must be easier to study and to get on my new class, but anyway adaptation will not be easy and it makes me feel nervous.

I'm tall and thin, I can't say that I'm beautiful, some people think that I'm most beautiful, some think that I'm not, it's individual, I just can say that I' m not ugly. I have little nose, dark brown hair, red, thick lips and blue eyes.

So I'm starting to write my notebook.