The Marriage Deal

Chapter 25

Chapter 25

Beautiful. That is the only word that I can describe myself right now while looking at the mirror.

I am wearing the Victoria's Secret Red Hot Fantasy Bra for their new released for this year. The lingerie is really perfectly suit me. It looks so sexy to my body. The color of the lingerie gave more attraction especially that I have a white complexion.

My make up artist applied a dark make up and let my wavy hair down.

I do also wearing a Victoria's Secret red sparkling wings that really match with the lingerie.

Tonight is a big night. And I should calm myself. Kinakabahan ako! I know ramping in a catwalk is not a new thing to me. But this is not just a simple runway!

Today is Victoria's Secret Fashion Show. And I am their chosen model for their new lingerie that holds a title of the most expensive lingerie whole over the world!

Bagong model lang nila ako but they already treating me as their most important model in their company. They told me na matagal na nilang sinusubaybayan ang modelling career ko.

"Pak na pak! Ang ganda mo, gurl! Pak ang ganda!" tili ni George. Ang baklang make- up artist ko.

"Magtigil ka nga dyan, George!" natatawang saway ko dito.

"Aray naman, bakla! Masakit!" hiyaw ko.

Napaka ng baklang 'to! Hinampas ba naman ako ng malakas sa braso! I checked my arms at namumula ito.

Tiningnan ko siya nang masama, "Sorry naman, Atey! Ikaw kasi eh! Georgina kasi not George!" dahilan nito sabay peace sign.

Ang pangalan kasi niya talaga ay George San Luis. Pero dahil nga nagpi- feeling babae ito, ang pangalan niya daw ay Georgina. Georgina, my ass!

"Tss" inirapan ko ito at binalik ko ulit ang aking tingin repleksyon ko sa salamin.

"Good luck atey ha! Una na ako. Tawagin ka na lang namin kapag ikaw na ang rarampa" paalam sa akin ni George- Georgina pala. Nakita ko mula salamin na nakalabas na siya ng dressing room.

Huminga ako ng malalim at ipinikit ang aking mga mata. When I closed my eyes, a tear fell from my left eye. Left means it connected to heart. I opened my eyes and look myself on the mirror. It means happiness as what others say.

Ang dami nang nagbago sa akin. And I do admit it. Pero wala namang masama, right? Lahat naman ay nagbabago.

Because nothing is permanent. There's no forever. Everything has its own ending and limitations. People change, feelings change. There's nothing wrong in changes. You just have to accept the fact that the person you knew before had changed. Every change has the reason behind of it.

But the pain is still here- in my heart. I bet that is the one thing na hindi mawawala at mababago sa akin. The pain is too much for me to let it go so easily.

Like me, I have changed. Pain changed me. Pain made me into this. It made me realized that if I let myself stay as a weak person, people can hurt me easily. People will took advantage of my weakness. It made me realized that I shouldn't be scared of everything. I must fight. I must face the situation. I must be strong. And last, I must learn how to take a risk.

Life and pain is a bitch. Why not be a bitch and bitch the hell out of life and pain?

"Arixsandra, konti na lang. Konting tiis na lang at uuwi ka na rin sa States" bulong ko at ngumiti ng pilit.

My phone beeped so I get it inside my bag beside me. I saw some messages.

From: Dave

Hey! Good luck, my girl. I know you can do it! Aja! Imissyouuu.