Chapter 5
Ember’s pov
Damian is getting so powerful.
I chose to be with him because I thought what I wanted was all this power.
Now I am not so sure.
Damian doesn’t love me.
He shows no feelings.
He cast me aside like I am one of his turned ones.
I miss Nathaniel.
I don’t want this kind of life.
I know he would never take me back.
To him I am evil.
One more person he needs to take down in his fight.
I wish I could be a good person.
The kind of woman he would be proud of.
Now here I am sitting in a room all alone.
I am trapped in here by some spell Damian has cast.
I think he fears I will run to Nathaniel.
With me on his side he feels he has leverage over Nathaniel.
What he doesn’t get is that Nathaniel no longer cares about me.
So he needs to set me free.
I just want to go off into the darkness.
I don’t want this life anymore.
I dream of Nathaniel coming to rescue me, but I know that will never happen.
Damian would kill him first.
He has his night creatures surrounding my room.
If I leave I am either turned, or dead.
I hate the monster Damian has become.
He wasn’t always this evil.
He was once good just like Nathaniel.
They were once as close as brother’s.
Then they were both cast out because of something Damian had done.
That was the end of their friendship.
Now Damian lives to destroy him.
Nathaniel thinks if he takes now Damian he will earn his way back into heaven.
Damian thinks if he turns all the innocents into his demon wolves it will be the end of Nathaniel.
They both are letting their hate fuel this fight.
The world could very well end because of this.
In that matter Nathaniel is no better than Damian.
I heard a scream that sounded like a howl.
Damian must have turned someone else.
I hated that nose more than anything.
Knowing that someone just lost their humanity.
They will now be under his spell.
Damian doesn’t attack anyone he makes them do it.
He feels like if makes someone else do his bidding it won’t come down on him.
These poor kids are promised a future full of everything they could ever dream of.
All they get is hell, and death.
It’s like he preys upon the weak.
He knows what to promise them to get what he wants.
I almost wish he would just kill me.
I can’t sit back, and watch this happen.
I feel so helpless.
I made the biggest mistake by siding with Damian.
It’s a mistake that will end up costing me my life.
