"Under the assumption love is dead" - XXX ==================================================================================== Jahseh Onfroy Date : A random day in November Pov : 1st
"Mila it's okay" I say rubbing her back as she cried. Mila wasn't much of a touchy person so if she let you touch her it was an emergency.
"Jah its 4 in the morning you have school please go home" she says not really able to get the words out.
(// Ila is pronounced ill•le•a //)
"Ila i haven't seen you in 5 years , you called me and I'm gonna be here for you , let me be here for you" I say pulling her into a full embrace as she shook on her carpeted floors. Kamil was my best friend before I got stuck in that jail cell. Yeah I met ski in there but nothing was worth the fucked up shit I went threw in there.
"Jahseh Im sorry , Im so sorry , I shouldn't have been mad you got a new friend , I'm so sorr" I cut her off.
"Mila it's okay , you know you'll always have special place in my heart you tall ass motherfucker" She chuckles slowing her tears down.
"Jahseh any girl that's gets you is lucky, you'll make a great boyfriend to someone one day" She says standing up from off the floor. All my mind could do was wonder to Xo. Was she sleep yet , had she ate , what she was wearing , was she wondering why i had put hands on her, was she truly ready to let go. All these questions flooded my mind at once.
"Ila I'll be right back hold on" I kiss her forehead and walk into the bathroom pulling out my phone and looking for Xo's name.
FaceTiming Future 🌎🌑🖤 ... ———————————————————— Xodia Welsher Date : A random day in November Pov : 1st
I reach around for my phone with my eyes bearly open. I answer it without checking who was calling.
"Hello" i mumble eyes still closed.
"Hey baby , I'm sorry if I woke you , you where on my mind" He says , his voice was raspy like he had pulled an all nighter.
"It's okay jahseh" I say trailing off.
"Xo , just talk to me I wanna hear your voice." I become slightly more alert.
"Extention cord is everything okay" I say slightly laughing. I'm exhausted I've been up all night doing homework.
"Yeah baby I just needed to hear that laugh" that makes me smile.
"SehJah come to bed" I hear a female voice in the background. Jahseh quickly hangs up. I was hurt. Always playing with my feelings like a toy. We'd just had a great date about 2 days ago. A weekend goes by and everything changes. I assumed things could actually work between us but of course the universe had other plans.
"Alexa play love scars by Trippie Redd"
This had definitely woken me up and when I went on instagram I'd wish I had just went back to sleep.
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Liked by 70,726 XXXTENTACION Goodnight from us 🌑💗 Tagged : Kamillove Comments Disabled
I wasn't crying. I couldn't cry , I was numb to him hurting me. I was more disappointed than anything. How could you call me knowing you where in the bed with another women. Yeah we're not together but I thought he had more decency. Than again he is a women abuser , I expected to much of someone so little. I decided I wouldn't let him know my pain. At 5 am I fixed my hair and slipped on a cute outfit. He hated when I posted pictures on Instagram, his reason being "why them other guys gotta look at you".
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Liked by Rylandx_ , XXXTENTACION , Yungboitrunks , Delany_5 and 186 others Xodiasss You keep hitting, I've been bruised .. For a second I forgot I was a bad bitch , Begging you to stay became a habit 🌚 Comments Disabled
Hitting the blunt once more. I only smoked when I needed to escape and right now I needed to escape. The love between us is dead. It was one sided anyways. I hit the blunt again and vibe with the melody of Angel by X ft Shiloh.
————————————————————— (// Xo just jumped all the way to conclusion, How do y'all feel about that ? Was she wrong considering his past ? Obviously him and Kamil are nothing more than friends but will Xodia find that out ? //)
(\\ Special shout to KamilHenderson22💗 I'm happy your in my story your character fits into the plot perfectly .. don't worry if your character hasn't been added yet I will be focusing on each new edition separately .. Anyways I love you all and were about 50 reads away from 3k I fucken love you all so much //)
