When we arrive to the carnival I park in the very back where there are only a few other cars where. I step out and take a deep breath of air,it feels cold on my lungs,but good in a way. My sneakers sink into the muddy grass. We walk to the ticket booth,I buy both of our tickets,I mean it is the least I can do,since he chose...me to be his death partner.
"You know you didn't have to buy my ticket right?" Phil says kicking the rocks.
"eh,returning the favor." I say watching him.
"For?"
"choosing me."
He raises one eyebrow.
"Nothing,don't worry about it,let's just try and have...fun." I want to laugh at what I just said,but,I don't.
"Yeah.." Phil says putting quotes up, "fun."
That makes me chuckle.
We walk to the Ferris Wheel.The Ferris wheel goes up to the very top,there we sit for a bit.
I stared at the dark sky for a bit,until we went back down to the bottom.
When we get back into the car,we sit in silence until Phil decides to speak up,he always speaks up first.
"So,you want to hang out tomorrow? You know,finally plan our death?"
"Uh..yeah."
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Our hearts are a black hole
Fanfiction*WARNING: CONTAINS TALK ABOUT SUICIDE AND MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS ALONG WITH SELF HARM! DO NOT READ IF THESE ARE TRIGGERS! somewhat based off the book "My heart and other black holes" Dan is planning on committing suicide,because o what his mother...
