"Thick" girl Chronicles (ON HOLD)

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*fast forward a month or two*

BB Pov

"baaabbbe."

"boy what." I said while rubbing his head since he was laying on my chest.

"I want your attention!"

"negro you layin on my chest I'm rubbing your head how much attention can I give you? " I said looking back into my phone all of a sudden it was snatched out of my hand

"come on Derrick stop playing" I said reaching for my phone but he threw it on the floor.

"um have you lost yo damn mind nigga throwing my shit-" he cut me off with a kiss damn I love this boy we've been together since 8th grade he was my first and so far my only. he started to move his hands across my body and tried to put them in my pants

"mm baby not today my moms and lil sister in the room right next to us." I said getting up

"so just don't be loud." he said while kissin on my neck

"nah babe we've tried that shit and it did not work remember." I said with a chuckle

"mane fuck it I'm out." he said getting up and putting his shoes on

"wait our you serious are you really fuckin mad? " I was surprised cause I'm normally the fiesty one but I don't trip over petty shit like this

"yeah."

"Derrick frfr you mad cause I'm showing respect for my lil sister and moma."

"nahh fuck respect you just not putting out mane bye." I don't know wtf got into this bastard but I'm a call on Jesus for him cause Jesus said peace be still and I'm need peace up in this room before i use my piece of steel to silence  this fool.

"boy gtfo!! ion know what's wrong with chu but I advise you to go home and get some damn lotion and work it out." he shook his head and left.

its funny how when you think everythings going right some petty shit fuck it up but I hope he fix his lil hormones before prom which is in 2 weeks matter of fact he hasn't even asked me yet...

I plopped on my bed and decided to turn on pandora cause it wasnt shit on instagram, or twitter but flipgrams of relationships and lonely muthafuckas postin pictures of how they wanna be laid up with somebody or how they ready to be cuffed blahh

that's when Girls Love Beyoncé by drake came on and that's my shit so I blasted it I was jammin till I actually listened to the lyrics and applied it to what I'm going through

Say my name, say my name
When no one is around you Say, “Baby, I love you” If you ain’t running games

Say my name, say my name You actin’ kinda shady, baby Why the sudden change?

Say my name

Say my name

Say my name

Say my name, say my name If no one is around you...

I started to think about me and Derricks phone convos and how he's been keep shit on the low lately like we don't go out on dates we're either at his house or mine or how when we're on the phone he never acknowledges my name or call me baby I started crying which I never do so I got scared which is another thing that I rarely do and called Liyah

*phone convo*

L- hey bitch

B- *sniff sniff* why you gotta call me a bitch mane