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Present Day
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"You have a what?" I demanded.
"A note to you from Zoe," Tyler repeated.
"She gave it to us the day she killed herself," Troye added. "Told us to give it to you in fifteen years."
I leapt up from the dirty asphalt.
"Where is it?" I demanded.
Tyler got a smile on his face. "In the truck."
"Right now?" I asked, my eyes opening.
He nodded with a smile.
"What the hell are we waiting for then?" I cried as I stood up.
Tyler smiled at my eagerness and they briskly walked to their old truck, with me in tow.
"Compartment?" Troye mumbled and Tyler nodded.
I got into the passenger's seat, my excitement mounting.
Troye seemed to magically summon the letter and, with a small smile, he handed me a small sheet of folded notebook paper.
I held it in my hand for a moment, deliberating whether or not to look inside.
"Open it," Tyler urged.
I opened the little piece of paper and attempted to smooth out the creases.
"Alfie," Troye said gently, putting a hand on my shoulder. "You don't need to. Some things are best left unspoken."
I shook my head and finally began to read.
Alfie,
I want to tell you everything. I have so much to confess and not enough paper.
15 years later. I think that's enough time. You've most likely moved on. Which, trust me, is a very good thing. Even if I kind of don't want you to.
I am a selfish person, Alfie. And I could not deny myself this one simple pleasure: to know that I may have redeemed myself slightly in your eyes. So please, read this letter in its entirety.
A dead girl's last wish.
It was a mistake, what I did. I can honestly say that that was the biggest mistake of my life.
But I have an explanation. I really do. And I really, really need you to know what happened.
And why.
Caspar and I kissed, as you know.
But what you don't know is what happened before the kiss.
I really want you to.
I was on my way to Language Arts when I heard someone call my name over everyone who was talking in the hall. I turned expectantly and saw an out of breath Caspar Lee.
"Zoe," he panted.
"What is it?" I asked irately. He was an annoying one, that Caspar.
"I really need some," he said just as the warning bell rang.
I rolled my eyes. He was aware that he was in a relationship with Gaby and that I was in a relationship with you. "Not now," I said sarcastically.
I turned to leave but he gave a smug laugh and I spun back around, furious at the slightest provocation. "What the fuck is that supposed to mean, Lee?" I said.
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FanfictionAlfie Deyes is the geeky kid who works at McDonald's. He has exactly two friends (Troye and Tyler) but they're in love, so Alfie usually ends up being the third wheel. At age 17, Alfie is in his senior year in high school and has never had a girlfri...