Chapter 10

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Shiiiiiitt. Today we perform the song. Holy shit I'm so fucking nervous. What if I throw up? Jesus Christ. This is freaking me out so much. At least I'll have Josh with me. That will probably help. I get up, have a shower and get dressed. I wear a black tank top with 'Music Is My Heart And Soul', black skinny jeans and my black spikey converse. I can't even eat because I'd really prefer not to puke in front of my entire music class. I walk downstairs. Jesus its empty. I skip breakfast, I breathe and try to calm the fuck down. I see Josh by my mailbox. Hoooolllllyyy shit. He looks good. He's wearing a black leather jacket, a red dress shirt, a black tie, black skinny jeans and his black and red converse. He smiles at me. I can't help but smile back.

"Welllll hello Jess! May I say that you look very gorgeous today." I blush.

"Hellllooo Joshie! Thanks... You look hot." He smirks.

"Don't I always?" I laugh as he wraps his arm around my shoulder.

"That's true. You ALWAYS look good." He smirks and we begin our walk.

MUSIC CLASS

Shit shit shit. Josh is late. We're up next. C'mon Josh hurry up. I need you. He rushes through the door.

"Mr. Ramsay you are late."

"Sorry."

"You're up next. Go." Our teacher says. He nods and smiles at me. I breathe and begin to play the piano.

"Everyone's around, no words are coming now.

And I can't find my breath, can we just say the rest with no sound

And I know this isn't enough, I still don't measure up

And I'm not prepared, sorry is never there when you need it

And now I do want you to know I hold you up above everyone

And now I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me

And I'd be so good to you. I would..." He sings like an angel. Now it's my turn. Please don't throw up..

"I thought I saw a sign somewhere between the lines

Maybe it's me, maybe I only see what I want

And I still have your letter

Just got caught between someone I just invented

Who I really am and who I've become." Now we sing together.

"And now I do want you to know I hold you up above everyone

And now I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me

And I'd be so good to you

Whoa

You bring me higher

Yeah

I would

And now I do want you to know I hold you up above everyone

And now I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me

And I'd be so good to you.

I'd be good to you

And I'd be so good to you.

I'd be good to you

And I'd be so good to you.

I'd be good to you

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