Chapter 14: I Can't Do This

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- Grayson POV -

All I know, her lips as sweet as honey, her eyes on me as she laid down on my bed and I followed, facing her, kissed her once again. A flash of what I did earlier, oh how can I not resist, she kissed me back, I deepened the kiss, she's not complaining, I guess she gave in as I caressed her back, kissed her neck, then she grasped my right arm, squeezed it tightly, feel her skin, omg I swear it's getting hard down there. I can't stop my self, she's not asking me to stop anyway.

"You know I want more than this" I whispered

Slowly, I placed my lips on her again, my hand was below her neck as supporting my body, I know I'm in control.

But later, as she pushed me gently with her hand on my chest, I broke the kiss, and something came through me I can't do this - I talked to myself

I laid down beside her looking up to the ceiling, with thoughts over my head. It was couple minutes until I turned my head and she was looking at me with her innocent eyes

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- Cassiela POV -

He took me home. I cleaned up my self, turning on my laptop, shuffled songs from my playlist on Spotify. I laid down on my bed. I keep thinking about what just happened. I don't know am I supposed to stop or not? I admit that I like him even more than before. I gave in, I didn't ask him stop, and I let him did everything.

Things get awkward between us, he skipped school the day after. We didn't talk, no call, no text. The next day I saw him but he looked away, I assumed he's avoiding me. I know, I'm not even trying to reach him, though I texted couple times, but enough for me to know, even after the whole week, he acted like someone else.

He was just playing around with me - I said to myself, I prepare for the worst

I'm OK. Until I found my self in restroom, cried as if it hurts a lot. I wiped my tears, but it went out again even more than before. He doesn't deserve this. Why do I care? Head up girl, I tried to comfort myself. I took quiet step, heading to my class. As I walked through the corner, I stopped in sudden that we almost bumped each other, I glanced at him for second then walked away. Yes it's Grayson.

The next day I was in class waiting for the last subject, I checked out my phone and noticed that there's a message from Liam

Liam: Hi Cassie, mind if I pick you up from school?

Me: Hi, I didn't expect this, you texted me. I'm still in class by the way

Liam: Well I did :)

Liam:  So, is it OK? Or do you have any plan?

Me: I'm good, see you after school then

It's a wrap for today, I walked out the school building as reach the front gate, I looked up to the parking lot at the same time I received a phone call

"Hey I'm here, look to the right" Liam said over the phone.

I looked to the direction. In seconds, I saw him wearing black sunnies, standing beside a white Bugatti Chiron, waving his hand towards me. Eyes on him, I bet because of his super fancy car.

"I got you" I replied as walking to his directions.

He looked pretty neat as always and with that black sunnies, a bit different than the last time I saw him. I sat on the passenger seat, it smelled really good inside the car, and his fresh woody fragrance.

"How's school?" Liam said as started the engine

"It's okay. What brought you here?" I asked as placing my bag beside my feet. Then I saw through the window, Grayson was leaning on to his car looking to my direction, but I'm sure that he could not see through as the glass is dark, well I guessed he was there for a while. I really can't stop thinking about him too bad, I got lost for a moment.

"You there?" Liam asked, turned his head towards me as taking off his sunnies then to the front again

"Yaaa.. hmm.. sorry" I guessed I've lost for moment

"What's wrong?" He asked, I could see on his face that he worried

"It's OK I think I'm just tired" I replied then smile a bit

"Are you sure?" he asked again, this time he put hand on the back of my hand, giving a light squeeze, while the other on the steering wheel

"Yes no worries" I convinced him by a smile then he removed his hand

He smiled back, released a relief feeling. It felt weird, it was so awkward for me as he touched my hand.

He drove me home safely. I asked if he wanted to come in. Later, we're sitting on couch in living room as watching TV. Munching on my favorite Maltesers. I turned my head to check on him, I was surprised to find him staring at me. I raised my eyebrows, questioned him, he didn't look away but smiling

"I wish I get a chance to see you everyday" Liam said

"You can come here anytime" I replied

He moved closer facing me. In seconds, I felt something, he pinched my cheeks as shaking my face a bit.

"Hey!!" I glared at him

He laughed.

"You know you look so cute, if there're two of you, I think I will ask Mr Bailey so I can keep one home" he giggled

"No.. he won't let you.. ah do you like me that bad?" I pointed my finger

He nooded as smiling. He seems so happy. His smile, the way he talks, he really brings positive energy, at least it was what I saw from him. I took his hand, turned his palm up, I pour Maltesers balls onto his palm as saying

"Thank you" I smiled

"For what?" He confused

"For being nice to me" I replied

He took a bite of the chocolate balls, finished it then saying

"I will always be nice to you. So don't thank me, you know I like you a lot" he smirked

"Promise? That you will always be nice to me. Hmmm will you stand up for me if Ed gets mad at me?"

"Of course. I promise" he replied doubtlessly

I raised my little finger as gestured him to do pinky promise. He smiled, entwining our pinkies.

It was a good time with him, I think he's a caring person, better than Ed? Maybe. All I know he's really nice to me.

Later we decided to watch a movie. I fell asleep, the last time I realized Ed was carrying me to my bed. He came late as he did part-time job since last week. I continued my sleep after cleaning up, washed my face. I checked my phone to see if there's any message, Liam texted me good night, there're two other messages, but not from one I expect

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- Liam POV -

We're watching TV, she sat beside me munching chocolate. I stared at her, it's more attractive to watch her than the show. Then she turned her head towards me, I didn't look away. I tried to be obvious. She's so cute that cause me pinched both of her cheeks, she glared, I laughed. I told her if there're two of her, I will ask Mr Bailey so I can keep one home.

"No.. he won't let you.. ah do you like me that bad?" she pointed her finger

I nooded as smiling. If only she knows, yes I do like her a lot, but no, it's more than that, I love her, I love her so bad. I felt so happy today that we can talk, to see her, to be close to her, having her beside me. She even asked me to promise with pinky promise, what a cute way, yes I will keep it, I will always be nice because I love her more, even if she does not feel the same way.

I wish I could stop the time.

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Liam or Grayson??

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