Mr. Playboy meets Ms. Playgirl || Destiny's the name, and LOVE is my game

Chapter 1: Who is Ritzel Destiny Montevilla?

[POV: Destiny]

*kring*

TSSS. Asar na cellphone 'to oh! Tunog ng tunog. Anong oras na ba?

Time check: 4:45 AM

Text message:

From Matthew:

Good morning! I love you! 

Who the hell?

Nvm. Makatulog nalang uli.

*kring*

Sino ba kasi yung text ng text na yon? Di na nakakatuwa ah. Inaantok pa ko -__-

From: Matthew

Gising na, babe! Hehe. I love you.

Sino ba kase to? Kanina pa to ah.

To: Matthew

Sino ka ba?

From: Matthew

Si Matthew Jimenez, babe. Ang pinaka pogi mong bf. Haha! Kakagising mo lang, kinalimutan mo na agad ako?

To: Matthew

Sorry, babe. Na-wrong send yung kanina eh. Sus, ikaw pa? Kelan pa kita nalimutan? Hehe. Sige babe balik muna ako sa tulog ko. I love you more!

From: Matthew

Sige babe. Go back to your sleep na! Dream of me. <3

AMP! Muntik na ko dun ah! Pano ba naman kasi, sa dinami dami ng naging ex ko eh wala na ako maalala na pangalan. Matthew pala pangalan ng boyfriend ko ngayon. Oh well papel, let's see ilang DAYS ang ikakatagal namin. 

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Pag katapos nung convo namin nung Matt na yun, di na 'ko nakatulog. E pano ba naman kasi sirang sira na tulog ko. Kaya nag decide nalang ako na kumain na ng breakfast, bandang 5:30.

At sa kasamaang palad ay tumunog nanaman ang cellphone ko. 

Makapag iba na nga ng number sa susunod. -_-

Calling: James

O, sino nanaman to? 

Hello? -Me.

Good morning, Ritzel! Kumain ka na ng breakfast?

Ha? Sino ba 'to?

Si James. Nalimutan mo na agad ako?

Ah. James. Teka? Kaano ano ba kita? San mo nakuha number ko?

Ako yung boyfriend mo! Naman Ritzel. Ang bilis mo makalimot. Ganyan ba talaga pag madaming ex? Hahaha. Palibasa kasi..

I told you we're already done, right? So fvck off!

DONE? What? Wala ka sinasabi sakin Ritzel! Ilang araw na kita 'di ma-contact kasi lagi nalang voicemail sumsagot sakin. Tapos ganyan makukuha ko? Don't you just tell me to fvck off!

Ay, wala pa ba akong sinasabi sayo na break na tayo? Okay, break na tayo. You heard it, big guy. We're done. Bye.

Then I ended the call.

Hi. Well, that wasn't a good impression of me right?

Ritzel Destiny's the name, and love is my game.

Of course it's the cliche 'my boyfriend broke up with me and now i turned into a playgirl' thing. And yes, it's true.

I don't even feel anything when I break up with someone.

I don't even feel a single love for them.

Someone told me that someday, I'll get my karma. Karma to pay for everything and everyone na na-hurt ko. But the question is, do I care?

Hell no.

Maybe this is what happens when you get too tired of loving, eh? Maybe for now, you wouldn't get me. Kagaya nga nung sabi nila na, "You'll never know if it never happened to you." Di mo malalaman ano nararamdaman ko, unless nangyari na rin yun sayo.

The whole five months after we broke up, I suffered. I suffered so much that I even wanted to end my own life.

2... no.. 3 years of me and him together.3 years of playing dumb. 3 years of being blinded by this so-called 'LOVE'

Nung una, sabi ko, ayos lang sakin mag pakatanga basta ba mahal ko yung tao. I fought for him, you know? Pag may naririnig ako na hindi maganda tungkol sknya or mga chismis, di nalang ako naniniwala. Kasi siya lang pinapaniwalaan ko eh.

Kaso nag kamali pala ako. Sinunod ko puso ko, pero nalimutan ko isama utak ko. Now I know how it feels. Now I know that feeling when you got played.

And NEVER will I let that happen again..

NEVER.