Within my numbered days
Uncharted stars peer from about
And peek through endless miles of darkness
Seeking for an occasional gleam of light
Watching for the faintest hint of an anaphoric statement
Etching towards the merchants of ambiguity
Longing for the whitewashed promises of imperfect souls
Yet
I still count the days that go by
And the years that I yearn to have
Longing, longing, longing.
I await a presence
A sign to tell me that it's okay to live in this state
With no mood for happiness and no room for sickness
Yearning, yearning, yearning.
I cry for the souls that have their fates written within scrolls made of
brain tissueAnd shy away from learning to read the words
Because my illiteracy takes the place of my unwanted ignorance
To look into their minds
And find what they had truly believed
About this life.
I seek an untouched abacus
That already has its pieces lined without removal
So that I may count down the days that I have yet to experience the irremedial moments of life
In this state of living
I count down without looking away
For fear of losing count and forgetting how to breathe the breaths of allusive knowledge while knowing that my existence is just another part of life-
And that I will come and go
Like people walking along a sidewalk
Hardly passing a glance to the person in their peripheral
For fear of losing the integrated beneficence that reality is like a puzzle
Fitting together so long as the pieces aren't missing
But becoming incomplete
Without all of the pieces present
And beginning to lose count of how many there were to begin with
And forgetting about it wholly
Like losing count on an abacus.
Within my numbered days
YOU ARE READING
Let Me Speak
PoetryLet me speak for all of the people in the Middle East who want their voices to be heard. Let me tell you just how hard is. Let me shape how life threatening it can become. Let me explain to you what the media doesn't want you to know. Let me sho...