Ivan Martinez X Reader

Chapter 24

When we came back from the awards show we opened the door and saw Ivan making out with a girl. I told them team I had to go to my room Emilio was going to tell my something but I went running upstairs to my room then I got out my baldes and started to cut myself it just felt to so good and I was crying but then I heard someone knocking on my door and said can I come in can you wait a minute please I went to my closet hid my blades and put on a hoodie I was still with my dress from the awards then I said come in and it was Ivan
*Conversation*
Ivan-Hey Y/N
Y/N-Hey Ivan
Ivan-Can we talk
Y/N-Talk about what?
Ivan-Why didn't you tell me you got your memory back
Y/N-Well you looked comfortable with your new girlfriend *rolling your eyes*
Ivan-She is not my girlfriend
Y/N-Yeah lets just go with that
Ivan-Okay I just came to tell you something and not to fight
Y/N-Okay so tell me
Ivan-remember when you where at the ground when Alexis stabbed you
Y/N-Yeah
Ivan-You told me you love me
Y/N-I know I did but it looks like you don't like me
Ivan-I thought you and Charlie where a thing because you hugged him I thought I lost you for ever
Y/N-Couldn't you just tell me
Ivan-I know I should have told you
Y/N-Can you just please leave
Ivan-No
Y/N-Why?
Ivan-Because I know what you where doing here
Y/N-What was I doing
Ivan-This *Getting my hands showing my cuts from the blades*
Ivan-I know you and I know you commit self harm
Y/N-I am sorry Ivan
Ivan-You don't have to be sorry
Y/N-Ivan can I tell you something*With a tear in my face*
Ivan-Yeah?
Y/N-Did you ever liked me?
Ivan-I will always love you no matter what.
Y/N-I am sorry Ivan*Crying in his shoulder *
Ivan-You don't have to be sorry I should be the one that is sorry not you
Y/N-Thank you Ivan
Ivan-For what?
Y/N-For being hear for me
Ivan- No problem
Y/N-I love you
Ivan-I love you too
*End of Conversation*
I am starting to sleep in his shoulder then he laid me down in my bed when he was about to get out I told him if he can stay with me he told me yes he went to sleep on the right side of the bed then I got his arms and wrap them around me and told him I feel safe when I am with you Ivan then he kissed the back of my head and told me that is why I am never going to leave you and we went to sleep.

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