stray kids imagines

felix

requested —> @HatersGonaHate12

- angst

- tw: cheating, cursing

03/08/21 editing me: ://

"come on ayzia, let's. go." my best friend tried to drag me off the bed

"nOOooOOo, i don't wanna go" i said as i tried to hold onto my blanket

"it's just a damn party. you have to go out sometimes instead of just locking yourself up in this room all day" she said to me as she was really struggling to pull me off

"nOO-"

"felix will be there"

"well come on then, what are you waiting for?" i quickly jumped up from my bed and picked out an outfit randomly

she drove us to the party and i immediately went looking for felix

the music was blaring loudly, plastic cups were scattered and left unguarded on the floor, people were making out in corners, and some were just minding their own business and munched on chips in the little corner of the room while listening to their own music with earbuds

i walked up the stairs because i couldn't find felix downstairs

as i walked up, i heard moaning from a girl

ew. bitch needs some tape over her mouth with that dying cat yowl

i walked up farther and saw a guy and girl making out and eating each other's face off while the girl is yanking his hair out his head

when i moved to a certain angle, i saw that the guy was felix

what the fuck?

i walked up to them and instead of crying my eyes out like every other cliche girls in every cliche stories, i let out a cough

"aHEM." i said while crossing my arms and giving him a blank face

they broke away from each other and immediately looked up at me

the girl let out a look of disgust and walked away, while felix was still standing there

"mind explaining what that was?" i asked him, bringing him out of his trance

"uhh it's not what it looks like" felix tried explaining to me but i didn't bother listening

"mhm. yea. you totally accidentally stuck your tongue down that girl's throat and you totally accidentally touched her ass" i said still trying to keep it together. the more i talked, the more i feel like crying in front of him

i won't let him see me cry, especially if he isn't worth it

felix was about to say something, but i was quicker

"we're over." i blatantly said as i turned around and walked downstairs and out the front door

"hey wHERE ARE YOU GOING?" my best friend yelled through the loud music as she saw me walking out the front door

i didn't answer back, so she quickly ran out with me

when she saw that i was crying, she drove me home and stayed the night with me

"hey, it'll get better. don't cry over someone that doesn't see how great of a person you are" she tried to comfort me

we decided to watch movies and eat pizzas and ice cream

"thanks for everything. you're the best" i said to her, as i was stuffing potato chips into my mouth

"that's what best friends are for" she said as she stuffed ice cream into her mouth

+felix's pov

shit

i'm an idiot

because of my stupid mistake i lost the one person i loved the most

why. am. i. so. dumb

i took out my phone to text her

me: i'm sorry
ayzia: no.

i sighed at her response

i really fucked up (a/n: u surely did biTCH)

i tried calling her, but she's not picking up

i tried texting again but she stopped replying

she probably blocked me or deleted my number already

i walked home and flopped down onto my bed with my face stuff into my pillows

i let out a loud, regretful groan

3 years of a healthy relationship just went down the drain because of one stupid mistake caused by me

now she'll never love me again

gOOD JOB FELIX. WELL DONE YOU DUMB IDIOT

i laid down on my bed and stared at the ceiling for what seem liked hours but it was really just a few minutes

i didn't realize it, but tears started trickling down my cheeks as it sunk into my head that i cheated and lost the love of my life

ayzia, i'm sorry

a/n: why can't i ever write good angsts jfc.