Oh Free Fall

You Don't See Me

I never did think I’d feel this

But I do now

And I don’t like feeling this at all

Because it’s so painful

And complicated

And painful

And painful

And painful

But I must

It’s life, they say

Not everyone gets the happy ending they want

Not everyone gets the one they like

It’s not life’s duty to satisfy you

So if you end up crying and feeling stupid

Congratulations

You have just shook hand with life

It’ll probably take some time

A lot maybe, to stop feeling this

But it will

I think that’s the only thing keeping me alive right now

The thought of It ending

The pain, ending

Until you won’t feel it anymore

And you’re free

And you’re out of misery

And you’re happy

But for now you settle with this

With what life offered you

With what you have to take

You don’t have a choice anyway

So you swallow the bitter pill

And then gag

And then swallow it again

And gag again

And then swallow it again

And then that’s just gross

But whatever

Suck it up

Build a bridge

And get over it

Soon

You will

Soon

Hopefully

Hopefully

Hopefully…