50. Song Preference (Amnesia)

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A/N: i just went to a 5sos concert and it was one of the best nights of my life! they were all amazing and talented and just flawless, and words can't even sum it up!

Song Preference: "Amnesia"- 5SOS

Ashton: "And you're somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you"

You sat quietly on the couch next to your boyfriend of 3 weeks. It's been exactly a month since you and Ashton broke up, and you were trying so hard to get over him. Sitting next to your new boyfriend didn't change anything- There was a giant gap in your heart, and you knew Ashton was the only one to fill it. He knew it too; You had been receiving texts from him about how your new boyfriend wasn't meant for you and how you and him belonged together instead. You knew he was right, but couldn't admit it. You thought at the time that it was for the best, but lately you weren't so sure. Your boyfriend draped his arm around your shoulder, but you didn't get that warm feeling. You jumped slightly when your phone screen lit up. "i know you feel lonely even though he's right next to you" the text said. Tears welled up in your eyes, but you just scooted closer to your boyfriend, trying to shake him out of your head.

Calum- "I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted/I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted"


You and Calum sat on the porch of an abandoned house. He slowly poured a bit of wine that he stole from his house in each plastic cup, handing one to you, and keeping one for himself. "I wish it could be like this forever." you sighed, staring up at Calum. "Well it's like this now. To life!" he grinned, holding up his cup. "To life." you giggled, lightly clinking it against yours. You each took a sip and smiled, wishing that the moment would never end.

Calum drove slowly past the porch of the abandoned house. All of the memories of you two sneaking wine and kissing played over and over in his head. He couldn't stop the tears from rolling down his face. He brought a finger to his lips, and closed his eyes, remembering your goodbye kiss.

Luke- "I remember the day you told me you were leaving/I remember the makeup running down your face"

"Luke..." you said, your voice barely a whisper. "What is it, Y/N?" Luke asked worriedly. "I... I don't think we can do this anymore." you whispered, tears beginning to blur your vision. "What?! No, Y/N, I love you! We can make this work!" Luke said quickly, walking towards you. You shook your head, tears streaming down your face. "You're going on tour around the world, I'm only holding you back." you managed to say, turning towards the door. "Don't go, Y/N... I need you... I love you!" Luke whispered, tears starting to well up in his eyes. You shook your head once again. "Go chase your dream, Luke. I love you. " you choked out, pressing one last meaningful kiss to his lips.

Michael- "The pictures that you sent me they're still living on my phone/ I admit I like to see them even when I feel alone"

Michael sat quietly on the couch, his phone sitting there in his lap. He tried to fight the urge to pick it up, but couldn't. He unlocked it, going straight to the camera roll. His heart seemed to sting as he clicked on the first picture he had with you in it. A sad smile crept onto his face, as he remembered the time he tried to snap a picture of you, but you covered your face. He kept the picture because he thought that even your hands and the small portion of your face showing was beautiful. He sadly swiped to the left, and his heart was aching. It was his favorite picture of you both- You had insisted that he give you a piggy back ride, and he agreed after you began to pout. Calum had taken the picture while you were both laughing, looking into each other's eyes. Michael noticed as a tear blurred part of the phone screen. He wiped his eyes, and wondered how those pictures held so many memories.

A/N: THESE WERE SO SAD TO WRITE THERES SO MUCH EMOTION AND YOU COULD DEFINITELY HEAR THAT WHEN THEY PERFORMED IT

btw the bold in Calum's was a memory!

thank you guys!!

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