Dear diary
im feeling aweful :( i love joe soo much but i dunno if he loves me we havent seen each other in a long time and i miss him soo much i do love him soo much words cant describe, but does he feel the same anymore, school is getting worse im always depressed but when i get a message from him it makes me smile it really does :)
I quit football for Joe you know soo i can talk to him more :) id quit everything for him because i want to spend all my days with him he baught me a braclet late last year on december a couple weeks before christmas and i havent took it off sice. i hold it close in my arms i also have a hat5 he gave me i love him soo much i bought him a braclet and a neckless id buy him the world if i could.
id buy him everything he wanted he is the only person who gives me hope in the world apart from family and my awesome group, yew see ive put him before everyone else and i dont care because im with him, he is gorgeous i quit music for him too :) my excuse was i passed out in the toilets but shhhh keep it quiet it was because i wanted to talk to him more.
We skype all thr time diary well use too we mostly text each other and i smile and feel warm inside when he texts me its just amazing :) im soo happy with him i really am its been nearly 5 months we have been together for... and when i see him im going to hold him close and tell him how much i love him i just cant wait im counting down the days im going to see him :) and its just going to be soo special :) just too feel his warm arms wrap around my waist :) <3
well diary i must go
thankyou For saving My Life <3
x x x Lauren x x x
