Dear Diary,
Wow i cant stop thinking about this guy.... he has been on my mind all day i got the ball hit on my face today too, because i stopped and strangly started to day dream about him.... OH MY!! yep me and george broke up i dpont even care, because you know i never actually knew him...... but this guy WOW!!!.... he is all i ever think of, friday night when he hugged me... we swiched numbers he is the guy i really wanna be with.
yep diary im just gunna waffle on too youu how much i really like this guy yepp the name JOE!!! WOW its just amazing how one guy, can make you smile soo much, i havent smiled this much in a long time..... he is what you call a shining star!! i mustt be sooo silly to not tell him i like him and let him go, because WOW!! its just too amazing words cant describe the way i feel.
I keep reading over our texts and cherrishing them saving them, muchlyy deserved its funny because he likes me too..... he had said it to me but if im honest i dont like him D':.... i Think i Love him!!! :S i dooo i really doo... because when i met him my heart raced i had butterflies i wanted too cry..... thats how i felt... im scared though i am... because if i do get with him im scared incase he hurts me im scared incase he breaks my heart..... but i trust him not too i will try my best too make him happy.......
Yeahh diary i must be heading off its hit 11 and i have school tomorrow..... YUP!!! night night
Thankyou Diary for Saving My Life <3
x x x Lauren x x x
