Begin Again

Chapter 21

hello my beautiful readers!! sorry for the late 2 week posting, i seriously miss my internet. good news is im almost done with this story, and since this chapter was short, another chapter wil be updated tomorrow (Saturday) or Sunday, and also I've been working on new stories--one jelena fanfic to be exact (:

Chapter 21:

Justin’s POV:

I held her hand in mine, rubbing my thumb back and forth against the back of her hand, often kissing it.

The thoughts of yesterday ran through my mind.

“Selena babe, you were right. Sasha is a lying cheating whore.” I said.

That’s when the flashback began.

-

“Care to explain babe?” I said fakely.

“Justin I can explain.” She said dropping her bags.

“And just how are you going to explain this? You got caught.” Jazzy chuckled and so did Gracie.

“How about, both of you girls go down to the basement and play some games.” I said.

“Aw but Justin, we wanna see the fun action!” Gracie said excitedly.

“Go.”  I said pointing to the basement.

Both girls shrugged their shoulders, but went down anyway.

“Damn we miss all the fun.” Jazzy said as her and Gracie disappeared down stairs.

I turned back to Sasha as she stayed in the exact spot she walked in and I looked over to John seeing him waiting for Sasha trying to get herself out of her lie.

“Well are you gonna explain or not?” I said, not in the mood to beat around the bush.

“Whatever he told you is a lie.” She said.

“Oh so the fact he said that you’ve been cheating on me with him for a long time, how the baby is his, not mines, how you had to basically pay him off in order for him not to say anything yet he still did, you’re telling me all that is a lie?” I snapped.

“Yes.” She said simply, and all I wanted to do was just completely loose it.

“YES! FUCK NO SASHA NONE OF THAT IS A DAMN LIE AND YOU KNOW IT!” I yelled.

Sasha kept quite.

“Wanna know something else? I called Mrs. Rogers earlier and discussed why there was money missing and you wanna know what she said? She said it was all you, and you threatened to fire her if she said something! Want to tell me that’s a lie too?”

Not a word.

“Sasha I’m fucking tired of your games! Remember when I got mad at you for spending all my money—how I thought you were just using me for money? Well I guess I was right!”

“NO JUSTIN!”

“YES IT’S TRUE! DON’T EVEN TRY TO DENY IT!”

“Justin please—“Sasha began. She tried reaching to touch my arm but I pulled away.

“I got mad at Selena and Kaylie for no damn reason Sasha. They are in the hospital because I got mad. I was trying to defend your ass from Selena calling you a whore, but she was just right!”

“Justin I am not a whore! Don’t you ever call me that again!” Sasha snapped.

“And why can’t I? It’s true! You’re a gold digging bitch! You find a way to get a guy wrapped around your finger, and then you use him for your own selfish game and cheat on him! How many times have you done this huh? How many other guys have you been with behind my back?” I snapped angrily.

Sasha didn’t answer me. She was too ashamed, I’m assuming.

“I ASKED YOU A QUESTION!” I yelled.

“John is the only one.” She whispered quietly.

“I don’t buy it.” I said.

“Well do believe it.”

“Well I don’t. I’m already dumping you so you might as well tell me the damn truth.”

She looked at me wide eye and mouth wide open.

“Justin—honey you don’t mean that.”

“Yes I do. How can I stay with a cheating gold digger?” I chuckled.

“Ju—“

“Don’t even try to change my mind because it’s not going to work.” I said holding my hand up to stop her from talking further.

-

“I broke up with her. She was pretty pissed, but I didn’t care.” I said still talking to Selena. “She’s not allowed near me or my house.”

“I’m also suing her for stealing money from the charity.” I added. “We go to court soon. If she doesn’t have to do at least two years, then she’ll just have community service.”

“Selena I am so sorry I got mad at you for calling Sasha a whore.” I said. “I’m disappointed in myself for believing all her lies.”

“It turns out my friends and my mom, even your parents saw right through her. They just didn’t say anything because they didn’t want to hurt me.” I kept talking, hoping she would move soon.

“Remember when we were dating back in high school, and you would always used to fantasize about our future?” I said smiling. “How you wanted to live in a big house, with at least 3 kids, and a family dog. Well guess what we’re almost there!” I chuckled. “We might need to start baby making again—which of course I don’t mind, and all we need is to go pick out a puppy and then you and Kaylie can move in with me.”

“We could actually be a real family, like you have always wanted.”

No matter how much I talked she didn’t move. I laid my head on her bed, my hand never leaving hers.

I screwed up—big time. What if when Selena wakes up she’s still mad at me? Or worse, what if she doesn’t remember me at all?

The doctor said when she wakes up, she might be a little dizzy and confused, and not to push her to remember anything—but what if she forgot completely?

I felt something on the back of my hand, but didn’t pay any attention to it. Must be my nerves, I thought.

But it kept going. I slowly raised my head and that’s when I saw what I’ve been waiting for.

Those big brown eyes, I fell for. And she was smiling.