Reflections

War of My Heart

War of My Heart

A war of my heart,

The two of you are.

Push and pull,

Give and take,

A war that can’t be won.

He does one thing,

Then you do another,

And I don’t know anymore.

I don’t know how to feel,

So I don’t let it show.

I hold back my smile,

I try not to laugh,

And I try not to fall.

But I am very aware,

That I’m hooked on you both.

In ways that don’t compre.

I truly think I’m afraid,

Not of whom I’m falling for,

But of being hurt again,

Or hurting someone else.

So getting me to fall for you,

Yes it will take time.

But if I do,

Then know it’s true,

Because you found a way,

To capture my heart,

And you had it from the start.