Regrets & Memories

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Edward p.o.v

When a good thing goes bad,

Its not the end of the world.

Its just the end of a world,

That you had with one girl.

She's the reason it happened,

And she's overreacting,

All because she don't want things to change.

So cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you

That's the wrong thing to do

Touch if you need to, but I can't stay to hold you

That's the wrong thing to do

Talk if you need to, but I can't stay to hear you

That's the wrong thing to do

Cause you'll say you love me, and I'll end up lying

And say I love you too

But I need someone different

You know it, oh ho, you know it

Oh ho, you know it, we both know it

I need someone different

You know it, oh ho, you know it

Oh ho, you know it, we both know it

Something's been missing

You know it, oh ho, she knows it

Oh ho, I know it, we all know it

I need someone different

(Oh ho, oh ho)

We live in a generation of, not being in love, and not being together

But we sure make it feel like we're together

Cause we're scared to see each other with somebody else

So cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you

That's the wrong thing to do

Touch if you need to, but I can't stay to hold you

That's the wrong thing to do

Talk if you need to, but I can't stay to hear you

That's the wrong thing to do

Cause you'll say you love me, and I'll end up lying

And say I love you too

But I need someone different

You know it, oh ho, you know it

Oh ho, you know it, we both know it

I need someone different

You know it, oh ho, you know it

Oh ho, you know it, we both know it

Something's been missing

You know it, oh ho, she knows it

Oh ho, I know it, we all know it

I need someone different

(Oh ho, oh ho)

Drake got me in my feelings.

Man, I didn't expect her to find out about Mariah.  I went to juvie twice but I didn't tell Lori when I got out because I was messing around with Mariah. So when I went back in for another 3 months I let her think I was gone for a long time.  I didn't expect Mariah to get pregnant either.

I'm only 17 and now I got a son. I gotta find a way to get back Lori and take care of my son. I just hope Mariah don't do alot of baby mama drama.

I layed in bed, just staring at the ceiling.  My mom became a teenage parent at 15 . Unlike m my dad I'm gonna be in my son's life. Only memory I have of my dad is when I was 3 and he told me something I will always remember throughout life.

Flashback Mode

"Come here E.J" I said.

My boy just turned 3 and I wanna have that life talk with him. I picked him up and sat him on my leg.

"Edward there comes a time in every man's life where he has to step up to his responsibilities.  Whether its work, family, or whatever;  You gotta handle your own. You will love and get hurt, but you will make it through everything. You're my son and you're very strong. All I ask is that you don't get involved in trapping. It'll break your mom's heart to know that you could die any time you step outside the door. So for hers and your sake make something great out yourself E.J. "

He nodded his head and promised.  I just hope what I said got through to him.

End of Flashback

Unfortunately,  I broke that promise.

Truth is between lies. The heart and eyes just have to realize, before we end up saying our goodbyes.

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