shallow || LRH

9.

"Y/N what the fuck is going?"
Calum closed my bedroom door with a slam.
"H-he's talking to me."
He shook his head and guided me to the bed.
"Y/N he's gone, you can't. You can't do this to yourself."
He grabbed my left arm and held it in his rather large hands. ( if you're picking up what I'm putting down ;))))
"I'll show."
I grabbed onto his arm and pulled him up and put the door.
"Strip."
"Excuse me?"
"We need to get in the pool for this to work."
He sighed and took his shirt off first and I pulled mine off as well.
"Ready?"
He stood in his boxers and nodded.
I walked down the steps and then leaned against the wall, Calum following my actions.
I held his hand and sunk under the water.
'C'mon Luke.'
Silence.
'C'mon.'
Still nothing.
Calum pulled me up out of the water.
"He talks to me. Calum I swear to god I'm not making this up, he's there."
He looks at me with those puppy dog eyes and brings me to his chest.
"He's there."
My voice cracks as I start to cry.
"He's always been there."
He rubs my back and puts his chin on top of my head as he shushes me.
"I know, I know. But he's gone now."