"FIRST BASE" : FALCON UNIVERSITY Season 2 COMPLETED!

Chapter 15

Chapter 15

Alex

"How do I like thee, let me count the ways......." I said out loud smiling like a moron while doing so, but then I realized what I am doing, I suddenly frowned.

Ang corny!!!! I am definitely not the mushy, goooey type! Ano bang nangyayari sa kin?! GRRRRR!!!! Nasisira ang image ko!

Binura bura ko ang mga sinusulat ko. Nasa tagong parte ako ngayon ng man made lake. Secluded ang lugar na ito dahil sa mga nakatabing na mga puno at halaman. I found this place when I first entered Falcon University and I was exploring the university and ever since then, this has been my secret place and my sanctuary. Nobody knows about my hideaway, even my friends. Dito ako nagpupunta kung gusto kong mag-isip at mapag-isa. Katulad ngayon, since sobrang magulo ang utak ko for the past few days, I really feel that I need to have this alone time. I tried to do my homework here para wala akong makikita na ika-d-distract ko. I know this place is quiet at alam kong walang maliligaw dito, at walang annabelle akong makikitang nilalandi ang prince charming ko! Pero sa halip na assignment ang ginagawa ko ay napuno ng doodles ang page ng notebook ko!

I took a deep breath and close my notebook. I turned off my IPAD as well. Nahiga na lang ako sa grass and stared at the sky. It's useless anyway, I can't get anything done at this rate. I can't get my mind into it. Everything is just so jumbled up. Kung ano-ano kasi ang laman ng utak ko.

Kasalanan ni Charles ito e! Nananahimik ang buhay ko, ginagambala nya ng husto! He's invading my then peaceful life! Peaceful daw, sino bang niloko ko. Ganito na lang... mas pinagugulo nya ang magulo kong utak.

I've been thinking a lot of what Chloe have said. And I have been weighing the pros and cons.

In fact, sinulat ko ang lahat ng maisip ko sa notebook ko. So far, mas lamang pro's ni Charles compared kay mystery guy.

Marami pa ding nagtatalo sa isip ko. I don't exactly know what Charles thinks about me. I still don't know if I'm receiving mix signals. It's really confusing.

He's civil in front of me so far, but whenever I caught him staring at me from afar, the look that he gave me is so intense that whenever our eyes meet, it sends shivers all over my body. Hindi ko ito matagalan ito, and I don't even know how to react, kaya iniiwas ko na lang ang tingin ko.

After a few days of sorting out my feelings, I finally made up my mind and I'm ready to go out in the open. Ayoko ng magtago ng nararamdaman, masakit lang sa bangs. And somehow, I am about to put aside my curiosity about the guy who stole my first kiss. I-se-set aside ko lang, hindi pa ako handang bitiwan sya completely. Because I realized that what I feel for Charles is far more important than the guy who hides and doesn't want to be known. E ano ngayon kung nakuha nya ang unang halik ko, it's not the end of the world. But what about that intense emotions that I felt during that kiss? The rapid beating of my heart when he held me close. The shivers that I felt when he whispered those 3 magic words in my ears?

Aaaarrrrhhhh! eto na naman e! nililito ko na naman ang isariliip ko!

Niygyog yugyog ko ang ulo ko. focus! focus!

Si Charles any pinaguusapan dito, nasingit na naman nyang MG na yan.

All I want now is to bring back what we have when we were in Batangas. Nung kaming dalawa lang. When the time that I feel like I'm special in his eyes. Yung ako lang ang nakikita nya at walang annabelle na mukhang singit at papansin.

Now I'm determined. Tama si Chloe, I should learn from Josh and Sky. We may never know what will happen in the future. Mabuti ng magpakatotoo hanggat maaga. Tama din si Chloe. I am a fighter. And most especially, I am a FAJARDO! And Fajardo's do not back down without a fight. Kahiya hiya naman ako sa angkan namin kung nagkataon. Hindi ako matatakot kung ma reject at masaktan man ako. I know it's a gamble. He may or may not return my feelings. Ang importante ay naging totoo ako sa feelings ko. Bahala na kung anong mangyari, basta hindi ko na itatago ito.