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Chapter 4

Chapter  4

Alex

 

I threw another pebble at the lake, still trying to make it skip…

ARRRGGGGG!

Pati ba naman mga bato ayaw na rin makisama! Why can’t I perfect this? Kapag tinignan ko ang ibang taong gumagawa nito, it seems so simple!

I Think I’ve thrown my hundredth pebble but I haven’t gotten it right! And I’m getting irritated!!!

“Stupid pebbles! Why can’t you just skip!!” I said out loud in frustration!

Napaupo na lang ako in frustration.

Sky “tried “ to teach me how to skip pebbles. Ang hindi ko talaga maintindihan ay kung bakit hindi ko ito makuha kuha! She taught me over a hundred times but  I can’t still get it!

Sinusundan ko naman lahat ng procedure… talagang ayaw lang talaga sa kin!

Humiga ako sa damo. I put my hands at the back of my head as a pillow and I looked at the sky…

The sky is filled with cumulous clouds that makes up a thousand shapes and it keeps on changing every passing minute. I took my time enjoying the various shapes that the clouds form. In some ways, it helped uplift the heavy feeling that I’m keeping inside.

How peaceful. If only life could always be like this…..

Walang iniisip. Walang inaalala. Walang pinakikitunguan. At ang pinka sa lahat ay walang ginagawa!!!! Wala as in wala! Nakatulala lang… without any care in the world!!!!

I’ve never been idle before. I always keep myself busy even during vacations. Salasalabit palagi ang schedule ko. With all those photo shoots, commercials, runways and school work.. hindi ko alam kung paano ko napapagkasya lahat ng mga ginagawa ko.

So this is a first for me… DOING NOTHING!

I know I shouldn’t be here. I should be in class right now. But after being caught spacing out by my sobrang bait na prof and be humiliated in front of my class, dahil may tinanong lang sya and for the first time “EVER” ay hindi ko nasagot!

I told myself that it’s useless to go to class when my mind is lightyears away. Why do I have to bother going to class kung ipapahiya lang ako ng mga sadista kong mga prof! Haven’t all those years when I’m at the top of their class counts!!! And now that I’m going thru a difficult situation, they have the guts to humiliate me in front of the class! SHAME ON THEM!

Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit pa ako nag-enroll ngayong sem na to….

AAARRRRGGG! Nakakainis!

I pointed my index finger towards the sky and trace imaginary patterns that form thru the clouds…

Hindi ko alam kung ilang minuto akong mukhang tanga na nag-iimaginary drawing sa sky… or is it hours already? Then I felt my eyes being heavy. I also felt my arms being heavy that I no longer point it towards the sky… and I just rested it behind my head.

Nakatulala lang ako… at unti unting bumagsak ang talukap ng mga mata ko…

I haven’t noticed that I already traveled to wonderland…..