LET'S KEEP IT A SECRET

Chapter 13

"Do you wanna go there?"

GD asked as he holds my hand and swing it up and down. It's been like this since I got out of the hospital. He's been taking
care of me everytime and he's been taking me to places. Everyday still feels different. Different because he's here. Different
because we're together. Words can't describe how thankful I am that he's with me and we're together.

"Why don't we just watch a movie in my house? Aren't you getting tired of hoping fom one place to another?"

I invited him to my house for a movie. What should we watch? Wait! It's my first time inviting a guy over to my house
what should I do? what do I do? Wait! What if my room smells? I haven't cleaned yet Oh my god! I'm seriously noy panicking right
now. WHAT SHOULD I DO?!!!!

"Sure let's do that."

GD agreed.

"Uhm. Should we just watch it next time? Now that I think about it, I haven't cleaned my room yet. So I think it's better to
watch next time. We can just eat now."

I look so uneasy Oh my God! He's laughing! he's seriously laughing at me!

"Why are you laughing?"

I asked, accidentally pouting.

"Why are you so cute? It's okay for me even if your room smells or something. Spending time with you is my top priority."

I smiled. I know that words are nothing than actions and I know that if we go to my room and it smells, there's a tiny chance
we will stay over for a very long time. But hearing him say that, it makes me feel special as if he needs me.

"It's not a laughing matter though and even if you say that, you wouldn't really stay for so long."

Now he was quiet. I think it's my responsibility to open up a new topic or maybe propose a new place for us to hang out.

"Why don't we just stay at the nearby park and you know, watch the sun set or play with the kids? Not all dates require
romantic stuff or places right?"

I said. This actually made me feel a bit uneasy because first, I said it was a date. Second, I assumed it's a date. You call
this a date right? I mean, we're a couple now so a date right? Oh, nevermind.

"I think that's better."

Our park has rarely been visited by people and children since you know, technology has taken over. I think you're wondering
what will happen if people saw him. Well, he's in disguise and I did that disguise to him HAHAHAHA! You wouldn't even notince
him! I told him to wear really baggy clothes and I bought him a wig! It seriously looks hilarious once you see it.

We sat on the swing in the park and stayed there.

"what do you like about me?"

I was taken by surprise when he asked that question. Honestly, I don't really know. I just do.

"They don't really require a reason to love somebody right? I mean, you take most of the space in my brain. You make my heart
beat faster than usual even when you just tap my shoulders or even whisper. You make me wonder about my future, if I have one
on my own or if I have one with you. You make me think of all the possible reasons why we met. You make me forget who I am.
You make my eyes glow even if you're just standing right there and doing nothing. You make me into this girl I've never met.
You're introducing me to another personality I didn't even know existed in me. I don't need you to be rich. I don't need you
to be the G-Dragon. I don't need you to be famous so I can love you. I can and I will love you even if you are just Jiyong.
I will love you even if you live on the streets, I might even take you and you know, adopt you. You don't need reasons to love.
You just....love."

I find him staring at me. I can feel this urge to hug him and tell him how much I love him. His stare makes me don't want to
blink.

"I wonder why the gods gave you to me. I feel like I don't deserve such a girl like you. I wonder why but I thank them for
letting me experience your love. I don't know what kind of language they speak but I am willing to learn that language
to express to them how thankful I am having you by my side. I love you and I don't need any reason not to."

I hold his hand and stare at him the why he stared at me.

"I am also willing to learn that language."

He came closer and closer as my heart beat faster and faster. Our forehaeds touch and we stay like that for minutes.

"I love you Dara."

He whispers. How can a whisper be so loud in my ears right now? It rings through my body. Each system absorbing each letter.
How can a whisper make me weak and strong at the same time?

"I love you too."

I leaned in closer as our lips touched making more contact that before. It tastes so sweet and pure I feel like I'm
making a sin by having a taste. I want our every kiss and every hug to be as sweet as it can be.

"Mommy look! Two girls kissing!"

We parted as we heard a kid shout. We stared at each other for a few seconds and laughed. This makes me feel better.