LET'S KEEP IT A SECRET

Chapter 1

Is writing fanfiction okay? because if it is, i want to write one. About me and Kwon Jiyong.
Kwon Jiyong is popular in and out of Korea because why not? He's handsome, I don't know if he is tall, he sings and raps well.
It's like a full package and he's extremely rich.

"You gonna write again? how many tries have you had and still nothing?"

That was my best friend, of all time. Nobody will replace her. Chaerin. Lee Chaerin.
She's rich and somewhat famous here in our school because of her talents in singing, dancing, raping and the ability
to speak 4 languages. She has many fanboys and all of them hate  me because i am too clingy to her.

"Yeah. I just can't get him out of my mind like, why does he even exist if he can't be mine and mine alone?"

We are sitting by the park, looking for inspiration. It's me looking for inspiration not her.

"Why are  you being selfish? He doesn't even know your name, he doesn't even know you exist! Stop
being delusional and get back on your feet and get yourself a real boyfriend!"

She's been pestering me about getting a "real boyfriend"for me to stop thinking about Jiyong.
How can that be possible? I've been a fan for like 100 years and it's like she's telling me to just forget
our memories, the past we've been through together. How painful is that? i can't just leave him like that.

"I know this guy from the next class, he's Chanyeol. You might know him because he's pretty famous.
I'll set you up on a date and be sure to be there okay? I might go with you if i have a chance."

I don't like set ups. Actually, She's been setting me up alot lately, i lost count. i've had dates with Donghae, Choi Seunghyun,
Lee Seunghyun, Kang Seunghyun, probably all the Seunghyun there is and Kim Jinwoo. Nothing woks out. As in nothing.
I don't know if it's me or it's them but the first thing i ask whenever i'm set up is "is it okay if i dedicate my time
to Kwon Jiyong than you?" It's wrong to ask questions like that but they all accept it. They all said that it's okay
and they'll let me forget about him which ticks me off and i walk out. Why can't these people understand what
it's like to be a fan? Don't they have someone they support? Or someone that makes them sacrifice alot of time, money, and
other stuff?

"But Chae, i don't like them. I mean, they want me to forget about Jiyong and you know i can't do that. I love him so much
I don't even want to turn of my phone."

She just stares at me and make me think that what I'm saying is nonsense. Yes it is, for her but not for me.

"Dara, if this doesn't work out like you wanted, i'll  stop. I will stop setting you up on dates and
i will never rant about Jiyong again even if hes taking you away from me."

That gave me a shock. How can she say that? She's worth more than Jiyong but i love Jiyong more now than her.

"How can you say that? I still talk to you, i still hang-out with you. Fine, i'll go to that set up again for the
last time. If this fails, you will do as what you promised okay? You know I trust you Chae."

We both stood up and headed to oour aparment. Fortunately, we live in the same apartment building. We both rode the elevator
and I was the first to get off.

"See you later, babe."

Chaerin says as she waves goodbye.
Apparently, we are having it later tonight. I don't know what's up with that Chanyeol guy, but why does he want it tonight?

"Bye! and don't call me babe."

I say as the elevator  door closes. I walked up the hallway and made my way into my room. I picked the most boring clothes i have
to make the guy unwant me. This is my secret weapon. I stepped in to the bathroom to shower a bit and tidy up and change in to
my boring clothes.

After 5 minutes of drying my hair and fixing my bag, i heard a doorbell and i peeped in the peep hole to see who it is.

"Hurry up! I still need to buy coffee!"

I opened the door and motioned her to come inside. it was Cherin as I expected. She's all dressed up and ready to leave.

"Come on. We might not make it in time."

We both walked and rode the elevator down until the ground floor.

"So where are we going to meet him?"

i ask her as she walk past by me, to enter a coffee shop.

"Here."

she says and motioned me to come inside because it's cold.

We talked and laughed about our past selves and she even showed me videos of my
childhood she dug inside my storage room. we didn't notice the time and saw that Chanyeol is already 45 minutes late.
I crouched and set my head in the table. The shop strated playing melodic songs which made me sleepy. I knew I was dozing off that's why I told chaerin not to wake me up until an hour and 30 minutes have passed. I knew I was on the verge of falling asleep and the last thing I heard before I was finally asleep is "Hey, she kept waiting, why are you late."