shivers tingle down my spine and i think "maybe i will sleep"
but that's a slippery slope fallacy, not on your watch
i find myself awake in my out of body experience, eyes wide shut and mouth sewed open
i cant scream, i cant close my eyes, everything i do is in your control, these spasms aren't mine and they're not normal to begin with
stop fucking with my head because i know the truth, things will be more beautiful when i escape my youth
you make me hate, you make me cry, but worst of all you make me sleep when i shouldn't
i can't shake this sense of impending doom and for some reason you follow me all the way into my room
in my existential crisis, i grit my teeth and i move my bed to the window because i think i'll get more light (( wrong, things are just as dark here ))
just know you did not break me
(( ok, you win ))
