note - um yall i found this in the drafts of one of my unpublished books on here and reading it i thought "there's no way i wrote this, i must have copied and pasted it" but nO i did write it and i'm so proud holy wow !!
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you'll find that once you abandon her, you begin to searching for a piece of her in every woman
but not every woman had that shock that she possessed, those iridescent eyes and the mellifluous voice that brought upon you memories of spring time and birds singing you to sleep as well as waking you up
you'll wake up at 5 am on your own, with no alarm, and you'll begin to wonder why you acted as though you never needed her
you'll see the glowing rays of her possessive divinity in the chilling sunrise
her silky hands will touch you, but you'll realize that it's only the other girl that you came upon, and her hands are rough and do not remind you of her
you'll start wishing you had had better judgment, and hadn't been so mean
she was soft as a doe, her eyes showed it, and she possessed an amorphous amount of love for you and everything on earth
you'll begin to wonder why you strut about and treated her as your poodle in the first place, when she was too good for you all along
- wolf
