"Made you f-food. Remember? Made you food J-Jazzy. Y-you got to eat, it's g-good for you!" I call out as I knock on Jazzy's door with a grilled cheese sandwich in my other hand. I hear nothing so I carefully open the door and step inside the pink room. I shut the door behind me quietly and look ahead and see that Jazzy was on her bed, sniffling. I pout and walk over to her. I set the plate down on her nightstand before carefully sitting next to her. "O-okay? Jazzy okay?" I lightly tap her arm. She nodded, still looking down. "T-talk please," I ordered softly. "W-why did Jason lie to me?" She cries. I realized that was the first time she has ever called Jason by his actual first name. I shrug. "I-I don't know. Jay Jay protects Jazzy. Doesn't want Jazzy to cry because of Jay Jay." I try my best to explain to her. "H-he says he's my daddy! And I-I have a sister!" She cried. I bite my lip. "Lucky though." I whisper. "Huh? How am I lucky? Jason lies to me." She wiped her eyes even though the tears kept coming. I lightly stroke the stray hairs that were sticking to her cheeks because of her tears away from her face. "I never have mommy or daddy or brother or sister. Mommy and daddy use to h-hurt me, big sister left home without me. Broken home. Broken family." I whisper. She looks at me with tears through her eyes. "D-Dallas save me though, Dallas b-big brother, Jay Jay love me now. I no sad anymore." I lightly smile. I pull up the leggings I was wearing slightly to show my ankle. I point to the small scar there. "Mommy hurt me here. Grab ankle and pull me. Didn't take me to the doctors to get better, she didn't c-care and ouchy get v-very bad." I widen my eyes. I look Jazzy in her hazel eyes that look just like Jay Jay's. "J-Jay Jay love you. H-he no hurt y-you on purpose. He cry b-because he t-thoughts you hates him. He sad. W-went away and d-didn't come home y-yet." I shrug. "Mommy! Where's daddy?" Jason Jr. comes running into the room and up to me. "He'll be b-back soon." I answer. I lift him into my lap. "This is h-half sister, remember? Jazzy is your s-sister and Jason Jr. is l-little brother." I try to make sense of all of this myself. "And b-baby in my tummy to! Another baby!" I gasp. They both giggle and Jazzy wipes all of her tears from her face before leaning over my tummy. "Hi baby! I guess I-I'm your sister now! I hope you're a girl!" She squeals and kisses my tummy and I giggle at her. Jason Jr. frowns and shakes his head. "No! Boy! I'm gonna have a brother!" He fights her.
And just like that, an argument over the gender of the baby broke out.
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Jason's P.O.V
"We're here sweetheart." I sighed as I pulled into the long driveway. I look back at Camilla and see her deep asleep. I smile lightly as I get out the car, blowing into my hands because of the cold weather. I make my way around the car and to the backseat where I open the door and pull Camilla into my arms. She immediately snaps her eyes open, panicked, and begins to breath hard and uneven, whimpers leaving her mouth. I furrow my eyebrows and rock her gently but urgently. "Hey, its okay, it's just me. I'm not gonna hurt you baby, it's okay." I whisper. She looks around before her eyes meet mine and she buried her face into my chest without a word. I stand there, confused as to why she reacted the way she did when I barely picked her up. "You okay?" I ask as I shut the door with my foot and began walking to the front door. She nodded slowly even though I didn't believe her. I shake my head slightly but decide that I'll ask her about it later on, when everything isn't as crazy and she finally gets used to me and everyone else. "You ready to meet everyone?" I change the subject. She doesn't reply but instead shrugs uneasily. "Well I'm gonna have to set you down for a minute so I can grab the key, alright?" She nods and I set her down. She didn't leave my side though and instantly took a hold onto my leg. I smile down at her reassuringly and dig into my pocket where I grab the keys and unlock the door. "It's cold, huh?" I tap her arm and she nods, slightly shivering. I open the door and lead her inside before shutting it after me and locking it. I look around the empty living room and wonder where everyone is. My thoughts are answered when I hear giggling coming from the kitchen along with some music playing. I look at the tv and see that 'Rudolf the Red nose Reindeer' was ready to play. "C'mon, lets go meet everyone." I whisper and grab her hand into mine and lead us into the kitchen. "You wanna wait right here while I get everyone ready for you?" I ask her when I notice just how nervous she really is. She nods and I instantly feel bad because of how shy and scared she seemed. "It's okay baby, they'll love you, I promise. Everyone here is really nice." I peck her head and tap her nose before stepping into the kitchen. I'm greeted with the sight of my pregnant girlfriend giggling along with son and daughter-Jazzy. They were making cookies while listening to music and dancing and singing crazily, being the goofballs I love so much. I smile at the sight although I am quickly discovered by my son. "Daddy!" He shouts and runs over to me, crashing into my legs. I stumble but smile and pick him up. "Hey little man!" I kiss all over his face and playfully take a couple of bites which made him giggle uncontrollably. I smile at the sound and set him down and ruffle his hair. "Did you take care of mommy and Jazzy?" I ask him. He smiled up at me and nodded happily. I chuckle at him and nod in response. "Good, you're in charge when I'm not here, remember that." I point at him before looking up at my precious girlfriend. "Hey baby girl." I smirk as she blushes and slowly walks over to me. I laugh and pull her into my chest lightly and kiss her temple. "M-miss you. M-missed you Jay Jay. W-where go? Where d-did you go?" She mumbles into my chest. "I had to go handle some business, sorry I left you last minute love, I'll make it all up to you soon, promise." I whisper. She just nods and hugs me tighter. I smile and lightly pull her away just enough so I can place my hands on her tummy. "How's this little baby doing?" I ask and watch as Avalanna pouts. "B-baby wants c-cookies." She whispered, her cheeks turning a bright pink. I let out a loud laugh. "The baby wants cookies or Ava wants cookies?" I tease her. She continues to blush and looks down at her feet. I laugh again and lift her face up. "I'm just joking babe, I know my baby wants some yummy cookies." I peck her lips and she giggled. I chuckle and shake my head and let my eyes skim around the kitchen before they land on Jazzy, who was quietly still mixing the ingredients in one of the bowls as if I hadn't even walked into the room. "Hey, I got a special someone that I want you and Jay to meet, she's waiting outside. I'll be right out after I talk to Jazzy, alright? I need you to be my big girl and make sure she's okay, can you do that for me baby girl?" I whisper to Avalanna. She nods and takes Jay's hand. "L-let's go Jason Jr. someone w-waiting, remember?" She pulls him out of the kitchen. "Okay mommy." He replied and lets her pull him out. I then turn around to look at Jazzy. I slowly walk over to her and stand beside her as she continues to ignore my presence. I shrug off my jacket and throw it over one of the chairs behind me and then stand right beside her. I lean over the counter and watch her as she continues to mix everything up. I look at her face for a while and then at the bowl, my chin resting on my palm. It's quiet for what feels like forever until I clear my throat, preparing myself to talk to my daughter that I've been calling my little sister basically for her whole life. "Jazzy, Im really sorry I love you so so so much. I know you're only seven and all of this is really confusing for you, because hell, it's confusing for me too, for all of us. I just want you to know you're not alone, we're all going through the same thing. I'm so sorry I've been lying to you, all this time I thought I was doing what was right for you even though it was killing me inside. I'm so sorry Jazmyn, I want you to know that I mean that from the bottom of my heart." I tell her truthfully. Her eyes stayed glued to the bowl. "Jazzy please. It's always been me and you. You're my little girl and none of this will ever change that. I love you just as much as Jay and Camilla, your sister that's outside with Ava and Jay right now. And the baby on the way. That's four kids Jazzy, and you're the oldest and my first little baby, by like three minutes probably but still, you get the point. You're still my little princess and you'll always be until the day I die, which is never because I'll never die, you're all stuck with me," I chuckle, trying to make light of the situation. "I promise you Jazzy, no matter what, I will never do anything to hurt you again, from now on, you'll get nothing but the truth from me. I don't want to lose you princess, you were the first creation that taught me what love really is. I'll even play dress up with you tomorrow if you say you'll give me a chance." I bite my lip to hold my smile while my vision goes blurry with my tears. Finally, her eyes meet mine. "Cross your heart and hope to die?" She whimpers. I can't help the small laugh that escapes my throat as I wipe my tears with the back of my hand.
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I look up to her with a smile on my face and I cross my heart in an 'X' figure over my chest,
