Heartbreak

Chapter Six: Slaughtered By the Hundreds

(Roman)

My family was broken from what they caused.

They destroyed our lives. Killed more than we ever killed their pathetic kind. All because my dad was playing around by hurting one rabbit. Brought it to their doorstep for a laugh but I guess it was never about a death.

It was always about jealously and revenge for my uncle's affair with Sammy's dad. It had nothing to do with a rabbit being killed they knew but a deeper root.

Our entire pack, my dad's pack he was in charge of tarnished. Dozens dead because of it. And who else helped none other than the werewolves on their side.

In the end who is at fault? Who should take all the blame?

Not us. Not when they ruined families without a care. Without a thought they set a fire to kill many. We had little time to react and after all those to die my dad didn't fight back after losing my mom even though he wanted to more than ever.

No, instead he didn't fight back. We didn't challenge them when we could have. We could have ended all their lives in a few mere seconds but we didn't.

Dad said the alliance the rabbits made, with Oliver's pack we lived with after, was on the rabbits side. They wouldn't allow such a massacre take place. They had their side from the beginning and I hate them. I hate everyone of them. I can't understand why my dad agreed to move us there then he had no other option.

I can't believe I thought for years from twelve and on Oliver was nice for welcoming us in but it wasnt true. Oliver never cared except for his own pack's benefit of what they could get out of it. And it benefited his daughter when Drew became her mate.

I didn't see or want to the truth for years until it was impossible not to. Sammy made it evident and unable to look past as everything came to the present again. I leanred the truth. I learned plenty and I couldn't take it back but I became blinded by love I wanted. I wanted to forgive and forget but that's impossible.

He was my mate and his family changed my life forever because of what they did. killing my mom. Killing others. Never apologizing to us and I had no idea how close we lived to the enemy who was protected. I hadn't known that was what my dad was hiding. He was always angry and I didn't know. And even when I did I tried for years to look past it. I tried to be happy but it was never going to happen. I was kidding myself and now I eat rabbits for breakfast not fall in love with them.

I sink my teeth into the worthless being in my mouth. It has no chance of survival becoming motionless as i tear into its flesh beneath its gray fur.

A sinister smile forming as I release its motionless small body. Glancing down the rabbit looks pretty close to Sammy. Too bad it's not him.

The thought escapes me, not because of guilt, as I hear someone walking up behind me.

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I storm back into the house after an hour spent outside by myself with Drew right behind. "Why would you tell me that? Do you think I care?!" I shout turning to stare at him.

Anger boiling inside me from his stupidity to tell me something I didnt care to know. I didnt ask or want to. I was fine in the woods outside where I've been residing since June.

A big house full of plenty of werewolves I've come to know and get along with for the most part. They welcomed my dad and brother in without judgement. They let me in when they are just like us, not fitting in. Not wanting to go by others rules.

"I'm telling you what I heard! Don't get mad at me because you're not over your rejected worthless mate!"

"Don't fucking start Drew! Don't forget isabelle rejected you because her father didn't want you around!"

"I haven't forgotten and if I remember right it was Sammy's fault. I was trying to take care of the problem his father caused. It's because of his family mom is dead and we can't have the life we deserved."

I laugh, "Isabelle's father helped. They're to blame just as much."

"I know and that's why I'm not going to let it go! I'm not sitting around anymore. They think over some agreement with rabbits they can throw us to the side as if we're nothing?! That's not going to happen! I'm going to go further than that alliance and what it entails. Just wait I'll take back Isabelle and we're going to be in charge. Rabbits will be slaughtered by the hundreds more then they are now."

---> I hope this story isn't getting boring or makes no sense. Truthfullly I sometimes wonder if I should have ended it with a cliche happy ending instead... <---