Malaysia's Randomness

Miracles

The same routine

Over and over again

Nothing special

Nothing exciting

No spark

Just..... Plain normal

It's like a piece of stale bread... Nothing but just plain taste...

Seeing others living with so much spark, excitement and thrills... Of course she was jealous.

Her life was the same...

Every

Day

Every

Week

Every

Time

To be truthful, she doesn't know what she wanted herself...

A friend maybe?

Yeah, a friend sounds nice enough...

It was just a feeling, a feeling she yearned since a young age..

That feeling never left her heart, it sits there... Waiting and waiting...

She doesn't want her life to become a full blown Korean Drama series...

But, she doesn't want her life to be so, stale and boring too...

Usually, she would just ignore this feeling... But today, the urge was too strong...

She literally could see her life schedule in front of her eyes..

Weekdays
Wake up, shower, school, socialing with others, school curricular activities, walk home, shower, eat, nap, surf internet, homework, surf internet again, sleep, repeat.

Weekends
Wake up, surf internet, eat, shower, nap, read, talk, surf internet, eat, update, contemplate, homework, sleep, repeat.

She wanted the thrill of something new, something beyond her...

Someone

Who she can be crazy, weird, emotional, ugly and a mess without them judging her..

No, she didn't want a boyfriend, just someone to pour her heart out..

But it was hard because people kept hurting her every time she got to close...

I don't know what I want, I don't know what I'll get. Will I get even anything?

It was her million dollar question...

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She would hope, someone can help her, someday...

It would be a miracle

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Her miracle

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I wish to live a life that causes my soul to dance inside my body.