These past two weeks have been amazing! Ken is so amazing to me. He treats me like his queen. I have never felt this way before. I may be young but I'm ready. (A/N: Look at me quoting Beyonce'. Lmao) I turn 15 muthafucking years old today! TURN DOWN FA WHAT BITCH!!! Bitches ain't shit and they ain't saying nothing. I was feeling good this morning when I woke up until I yawned and smelled my morning breath. We need to fix that...NOW! I got up and did my lady-like hygene.
I hopped out the shower and walked in my room. It looked big and empty. I kinda wished I'd been more persistant about Ken spending the night. He said he had to take care of some important "business". I already knew what he meant.
Its not bad being a hustlers girlfriend as everyone thinks. it has its pros and cons. The pros: Ken offers to pay for everything. I DO MEAN EVERYTHING! Some girls couldn't even get their boyfriend's to buy them a chicken sandwich off the dollar menu at McDonalds. He is willing to take care of me.
Now for the cons: He's gone for hours in the middle of the night, you never know when he's going to come back home, you never know IF he's going to come home.
Thats why everytime I see him, I hug him super tight like I will never see him again. He thinks I'm crazy.
I call it realistic.
He thinks I am paranoid.
I call it weighing all options and seeking all alternatives if something were to go wrong.
Other than that, I think that lifestyle is exciting, I have been thinking for a week now about talking to Ken about being "in life".
I like the rush of adrenaline I get when I go on small runs with King against his will.
I want to see what its like to work my way up the ladder of this business.
I am debating whether asking him if I can get in the female one and if I'm good enough, the male one.
I was thinking about that while Shabba by A$AP Ferg ft A$AP Rocky
"Sha-shabba ranks sha-sha-shabba ranks
8 gold rings like I'm sha-shabba ranks
4 gold chains like I'm sha-shabba ranks
1 gold tooth like I'm sha-shabba ranks
Sha-shabba ranks sha-sha-shabba ranks
8 gold rings like I'm sha-shabba ranks
2 bad bitches like I'm sha-shabba ranks
1 gold tooth like I'm sha-shabba ranks"
I was getting it when I heard my phone blast Tom Ford.
I knew it was King because that was his favorite song. He may be from the West Coast but he ain't got no beef with Brooklyn because he stay blasting some Magna Carta Holy Grail.
"Hey bae" I say sweetly
"Wassup ma"
"You tell me. You called"
"Well I'm coming to scoop you up in about 15 minutes aight?"
"I gotchu bae" I say ending the conversation
I went through my closet looking for the outfit I copped from the mall about a week ago.
I looked bomb as hell and left my hair curly. I have no one to impress but Ken and he likes my hair like this so...
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I had on a pair of brown shorts, a regular tank top, my jean jacket, my Air Jordan 11 Concord's, a blue knitted beanie, cheetah nerd glasses, and my bamboo heart shaped earrings.
