Rule The World

Anonymous

I was sleeping when I got a call from an unknown number.

"Hello?" I picked up.

"Hey." When I heard his voice my breath stopped and I almost dropped the phone.

"Cole?" My voice came out like a whisper.

He chuckled, "Nice to know you remember my voice baby."

"I'm not your baby," I sighed, "What do you want?"

"I want to talk to you...."

"Leave me the hell alone Cole, you already caused me enough pain in the last 5 months!" I screamed.

"Don't act like that now." He said sternly.

"Leave ME ALONE! I went on with my life, you should too."

"I just- I miss you"

"You're such an asshole, you know that?" I said shaking my head.

"Selena-"

"Don't call me again, rapist!" I shouted the last part bitterly and hung up on him.

That night I cried my self to sleep, more than being hospitalized happened.

I went to therapy, got abused by Cole aka my ex.

He raped me one night and--I don't want to talk about it.

FRIDAY:

 It was officially Friday, whoopee.

Note the sarcasm, I love Fridays but today my cousins are visiting. It's rather boring to be honest.

"Hey Justin!!" I yelled hugging him. 

"Heyyyyyyy." He stretched it out hugging me back.

"Are you sniffing my hair again?" I asked him laughing.

"Maybe." He looked down blushing.

"You're too cute."

I pinched his cheeks after and he was trying to slap my hands away, haha, no chance Bieber.

"How's Niall?" I asked.

"Not good. He is skipping school today to be with Demi.."

"I see." I nodded.

"It's gonna be alright. Don't worry Sel." I nodded and sighed looking down.

"I gotta get to class, I'll se you in a few hours ok?" I walked away not waiting for an answer. I was upset.

Really upset and sad, maybe about to be depressed. I don't want Justin to see me like that. Ever.

LUNCH:

I just stared at my chicken tikki w/ fries plate. It's my fave but-

*all you are is  a liar* the ringtone came on, I slided the lock and guess who was calling me...

Not again. I picked up.

What?

Meet me outside.

No way, you got the bag?

Yeah, Just come out.

I ended the call and went out side.

"Here." he handed me the small bag. I paid him 5 bucks and strolled back inside just as the bell rang.

Lucky me. 

I shoved the bag into my locker obviously frustrated.

"What is that?" Justin asked coming behind me.

"None of your business." I retorted and walked away.

I know I was being rude but I just didn't want to deal with Justin right now. I have to deal with the bag, well what is in the bag?

Weed....

 No I don't smoke it, I sell it, I'm short on money so I sell it to some people and criminals.

That's how I met him. Thats's how I met Cole.

THe guy who just gave me the weed is called Alex, he is nice but don't get on his bad side.

It ain't pretty.

AT HOME:

I finished all my homework and it was the week end now, hmm, maybe I should sell the weed now.

F***. I forgot the weed in Justin's car. Oops. 

I got a phone call from Justin ,  I hope he has the bag.

"Heyyyy" I say.

"I'm coming over. We need to talk." he said, then he hung up on me.

I got a sassy boyfriend. Damn.

When he arrived with the bag he threw it to me.

"WHAT THE HELL SELENA?!" he yelled. 

"What?" I acted innocent.

"You smoke weed?!" he bellowed.

"No, I just sell it," I started, "pfft, duh."

His face was red with anger.

"Are you a drug dealer?"

"No, don't call me that. I'm short on money so I sell drugs." I said looking away, "It's hard. I'm trying to cope and there's these new things I need....."

He hugged me while I cried onto his shoulder.

"Look, let's not go to meet my familey for the holiday, let's go to a beautiful secluded place. We need time to ourselves, what do you think?" he asked me.

I sniffed and nodded, "Yes please, I'd love that."

"No one, just us." He said.

"Just us..."I agreed.

"Babe?"

"hmm?"

"Promise me you won't sell drugs anymore.."

"I promise."

"I love you Sel."

"I love you too Jay." We kissed passionately and he slept over. I can't wait for vacation!

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Sorry I took long to upload. Sigh, I might have a writer's block soon.

Or Just delete the story altogether, who knows?