Purple- H2ovanoss

Chapter 1 5 stages

Hi! I hoped you liked my last story, this is a sequel to red vs blue so I hope you'd enjoy! :)

(Don't play song yet till I say)
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There are Five stages of grief

Stage 1- Denial

"It's been five months Jon we don't know where he is"

"He's not fucking dead! Now keep on looking!" I demanded slamming my fist onto the table. Everyone gave up except Evans family and I.

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Stage 2- Anger

"Sir we looked around the woods for about 18 times can't you give it all a rest?" I stood up tall and walked towards my guard.

I threw my fist and hit it against the wall besides his head as he flinched in fear. I breathed heavily and glared into his eyes.

"You......you DO NOT TELL ME TO FUCKING GIVE IT A REST! YOU FUCKING HEAR ME FAGGOT?!"

He gulped and nodded, as he lifted up his hand, it was shaking violently. He placed his hand on top of his forehead and stood in place as sweat trickled down his face.

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Stage 3- Bargaining

"Look Luke please he's still out there somewhere," I begged him placing both of my hands together. He sighed and looked into my eyes.

"He can be dead Jon"

"I know but I need to see him one last time, so please." He stayed silent for a few minutes until he picked up his walkie talkie and talked into it.

"Search party, Chiefs orders"

"Thank you," I said sighing in relief. I glanced down and looked back up to see Luke's face. He wasn't pleased, he held an annoying expression.

My heart cracked more

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Stage 4- Depression

The rain was dripping down the closed window. I was tracing patterns with my finger getting lost into my own insanity thoughts.

I stayed inside my home ever since last week, I-I couldn't think, I-I can't feel anything! I haven't been eating correctly either.

I've been exercising more often, my body has build up more muscle. But...I feel dizzy everytime I work out. Yesterday afternoon I even fell off the couch.

Sunday morning, I kept on string at the silver razor thinking if I should. But I'm still holding.....on. Only for Evan, only for him.

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(And at last but not least)

Stage 5- Acceptance

He. Is. Not. Dead.

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(Start song)