Valium Is My Favorite Color...How'd Ya Know?

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J: Can you quit it with the texts? I'm w/ Marls.
M: What R U guys doing? ;)
J: I SWEAR WE'RE NOT DOING THAT!!! We're just discussing song suggestions.
M: ...Why don't you and I do a duet?
J: Huh?
M: Oh, come on! Besides, I asked Ryd already. He said no. :((
J: Well, what R we gonna sing then?
M: Hey #3/Perfect For You (Reprise). Look it up. Practice. We'll meet up B4 school 2 practice.
J: No promises.

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Well...Jake didn't show up that morning. Let's just say that he got a REALLY scary look from Melissa in Glee Club that afternoon. 

Once everyone was settled, Mr. Schue asked who was going up first. As always, Gabe shot his hand up (despite the fact that he wasn't even a STUDENT at McKinley), but so did Ryder.

"Ryder."

He got up and walked out of the room, coming back with a pole. He set it in the open area of the choir room before walking to the front. "I'd like to thank my brother for the inspiration to sing this," he spoke, looking directly at his older brother. Gabe gave him a thumbs up as the music started.

Ryder:
I am what you want me to be, 

And I'm your worst fear
You'll find it in me.
Come closer... 
Come closer... 

I am more than memory
I am what might be, 
I am mystery.
You know me
So show me.

When I appear it's
Not so clear if
I'm a simple spirit
Or I'm flesh and blood... 

But I'm alive, 
I'm alive, 
I am so alive, 
And I feed on the fear
That's behind your eyes.

And I need you
To need me
It's no surprise
I'm alive... 
So alive... 
I'm alive.

He started running around the room, much like the character in Next to Normal.

I am flame and I am fire, 
I am destruction, 
Decay and desire
I'll hurt you... 
I'll heal you... 

I'm your wish, 
Your dream come true, 
And I am your darkest
Nightmare too
I've shown you... 
I own you.

And though you made me, 
You can't change me
I'm the perfect stranger
Who knows you too well.

And I'm alive, 
I'm alive, 
I am so alive, 
And I'll tell you the truth
If you let me try.

You're alive, 
I'm alive, 
And I'll show why
I'm alive... 
So alive...

As he sang the bridge, he ran to the pole and started swinging around it.

I'm alive
I'm right behind you.
You say forget, 
But I remind you.
You can try to hide, 
You know that I will find you.
'Cause if you won't grieve me
You won't leave me behind... 

Ah, ah, ah, 
Whoa, oh, oh, 
Whoa, oh, oh... 
No, no, no
I'm alive, 
I'm alive, 
I am so alive, 
If you climb on my back, 
Then we both can fly.

If you try to deny me
I'll never die
I'm alive... 
So alive... 
I'm alive... 
Yeah, yeah... 
I'm alive... 
I'm alive... 
I'm alive... 
I'm alive!

Ryder stuck to the original Broadway production and didn't sing the high B at the end. (Thank goodness.)

Gabe was the first one to stand up and clap for his brother. Slowly, everyone got up and cheered.

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