My Life as a Teenage Rebel

Chapter 48: Sucky Summaries Can Open Locks

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Ky Madison

CHAPTER 48 Sucky Summaries Can Open Locks

The things I like about kissing Evan Touber:

1. That ice cream was the last thing he ate, so his mouth tastes like vanilla [insert drooling face here]

2. His hair is really…luscious; it’s fun to twirl my fingers into it

3. The little, barely audible gasp he makes after every couple seconds of forgetting to breathe but not wanting to pull away…is actually kinda hot

4. Every part of him is warm: his hands, his lips, the back of his neck, his chest, his mouth, and especially his face

5. He’s unbelievably new at this, so he does this cute thing where he tries to copy – for the most part – what I’m doing (if I tilt my head, he tilts his head; if I part my mouth more, he parts his; if I lick his lip, he freaks out and pulls back with a heated face while I crack up…only to determinately wrap his arm around my waist and pull me in again)

6. It’s electrifying

7. If I put my hand over his heart, I can feel it beating, and that fascinates me

8. He doesn’t seem to want it to stop, and that’s cute

9. In the rare occasion that one of us pulls back, he looks at me with pink cheeks and a smile that reaches his bright sea-green eyes

10. We’re happy

Now…

The things that confuse me about kissing Evan Touber:

1. The delicious taste of his mouth makes me wonder what my mouth tastes like, which makes me self-conscious in a way I never knew I cared about

2. After I twirl my fingers into his hair, he does the same to mine, and I don’t understand why that makes me want to kiss him more

3. Every time he does those little gasps, it makes me feel like my own breath is caught in my throat for a second

4. I’ve never wanted someone’s warmth to envelop me the way I want his warmth to

5. I laugh on purpose just to make him a little mad, knowing that with every new determined look he’ll be less and less tentative with me… Why do I want that?

6. When I say it’s electrifying, I also mean I get the same feeling I did on the bus when he held my hand like he did

7. Feeling his heart beat…made me realize my own heart beat…and made me realize it matches his

8. I don’t want it to stop

9. That “smile” of his, isn’t just his regular sheepish, awkward smile…it’s the charming one, and it makes me melt a little on the inside

10. “We” includes me… We’re happy… I’m happy

Those are the things that confuse me about kissing Evan Touber.

Do I get this confused when kissing other guys? No, as a matter of fact I do not… Do I care right now?

No, no I don’t.

Vanilla, I think, maybe it’s the taste of ice cream that lingers in his mouth that makes me want to keep his lips on mine. Evan’s thumb gently brushes underneath my jaw as he draws his hand from my hair to my neck. Or maybe it’s that he keeps doing stuff like that.