Dark side of love

Till the end of time 16

Soo..Sooo.....Soooo sorrii for not writing just went through this whole work faze in my liife -.- but i finally satt down and got to work sooo deff hope u luuuvvv thiis!

This is for you........Fans <3

ANNABELLES POV

I looked down at the boy kissing the girl so passionately and I couldn’t help but feel… hurt.

They reminded me so much of what I and Shaun had, so much of, love, passion I couldn’t bare him away from me, I just  couldn’t think of even life without him.

What was I thinking? That moving would make me forget my past, help me focus on my future? Shaun was my future, without him I can’t make it, not alone.

I looked down at the couple again, and realized that the girl was out of his arms and headed towards her cherry red Porsche.

 I looked down at the boy and met his ice cold blue eyes that instantly consumed my body, and it sent shivers down my spine. After staring at each other for what seemed like forever I tore my eyes away from his and frowned, what was with me? This isn’t me, just staring at random arrogant boys; anger suddenly surged through me, why did he have to look back? Why was he still standing there? His girlfriend was long gone; I looked down one more time just in time to see him wink and give me a smirk, I gave him the worst look I could give and noticed his smile slowly fade, he was still staring though I thought it would scare him off, I immediately turned away from the boy and walked into my room. Looking into my room I saw all the  packages I had to sort through and sighed, this was going to be a long night.

After what seemed like forever i finished off my last box and finally took in my luxurious bedroom, I had a massive walk in closet that literally played music, my balcony that looked over the ocean, also directly into that boy’s room which was already beginning to aggravate me because I would constantly be hearing different girls screaming his name at different hours of the day. The boy was what you would call a typical player, he was constantly letting down the ladder and different girls would climb up, and after 5 minutes be moaning and screaming Adrian, oh my god Adrian, so I assumed his name was Adrian.

I opened my balcony door and let the cool ocean breeze tickle my face. Looking up at the sky, I thought about this new life I was already about to start without Shaun by my side. I started school tomorrow, at a private school that was strict, and uptight was that what I needed? Control? So that I could live my life better, a life Shaun hoped I’d live. Looking up at the dark sky, I felt tears build up in my eyes. “Oh Shaun, why couldn’t you take me with you? You know I can’t live a life without you, so why try and leave me?” I sighed. What was the point? He wasn’t here anymore; this was a life I had to live alone. I walked inside of my unfamiliar room and shut the balcony door, I collapsed on my bed and felt the tears drop on my pillow, I was alone again and it was not okay.