The Bad Boy And The Nerd He Cant Resist

A Part Of Me

 The morning sun hit my eyes and that was it for my dreams my stomach did flips as my phone buzzed off my nightstand retrieving it from the spot it fell onto   one message 

??: Morning Butterfly ;)  I stare at the words blankly  how did he get my number  it hit me there was only possible culprit Miranda sighing I reply 

Me: Hi Xander

Xander : So excited aren’t we Butterfly? ;) 
 
Me: *eye roll* Not really just hoping after this you’ll go away

Xander: Keep hope alive beautiful, I’m swinging by at 7

Me: I’ll be ready

Xander: See you then my beautiful Butterfly

I couldn’t help but smile letting my phone fall onto my comforter if I wasn’t nervous before my palms were sweating now  

 How am I going to do this

I bite my lip   anxiously as I dial Miranda’s number “Hello?”

“Mi, he’ll be here at seven”

“Shit Abigail do you know what time it is?”

“No” I answer honestly I hadn’t bothered to check the time at all “What time is it?

“Five, are you just now getting up?”

“Well yeah I always get up around that time, you know that”

“Well I thought you at least would’ve gotten up earlier the day of your first date”

“I was supposed to?”  she sighed

“You really are new to this don’t know why your hot, guess it’s those glasses” I ignore her comment seeing as A she was a human and had no idea female wolves typically waited to date anyway until they found their mate Kassandra of course being the revolving door she is, not the typical case and B she was used to have a many of suitors at her beck and call. I never really got that much attention until now “I’ll be there in five minutes go shower”

“I know I should” I snap

“Well I thought you needed to be reminded of that too” I hung up on her sometimes she irked me always thinking she was funny when no one was laughing but her

Butterflies ate at my insides as I step out the shower drying my hair and stepping into the dress i heard Miranda’s car pull in the drive before it fully came to a stop.  I really don’t know what I'm doing I've never been one a date this will be my very first and its with my Alpha  my mate  I wondered what caused wolves to be bonded together  maybe the other had what the other mate lacked in perfection  what is it inside of me that Xander is missing?

I didn’t have much more time to think about it because Miranda threw the bathroom door open the only explanation she gave was a yellow key dangling from two fingers  “ You’re pretty doll face but today we’re not looking for pretty , we want perfect”  When Miranda finished up my heart dropped in less than thirty minutes my date would be here  “You’ll be just fine Abby just be you, a little more talkative you but you” she gave me a brief hug before leaving, leaving me alone with my  doubts  .

My doorbell rang at exactly 7 interrupting the Law & order Marathon I had just gotten into to kill some time  Rising I opened it hesitantly there he stood before me  in a  black tux his hair slicked back with a little bit sticking up making him the Xander I know  “ I know I said you decide  where we’re going but I wanted to take you to dinner too” gone was his smirk of arrogance he looked completely awestruck “ God, Abigail you’re breathtaking”

“Thanks” I squirm under his intense gaze that gave me those fireworks “ You look nice yourself”

He shook his head “I'm nothing compared to you Abby, Where are your glasses?”  I shift weight from side to side

“I’m wearing contacts” 

“Take them out”

“Why is something wrong?”

“You don’t look like you”

‘For once Xander I don’t want to” he took my hand and helped me off the steps 

“Do you want to eat first or do you want to do what you want I'm up for either” he smirked “ The longer Cinderella gets to dance with me” 

I shrug looking at my hands rested shakily on my lap “ I guess I'm starving”

He opened my door  and  the restaurants door and even pulled out my chair I never felt like this I laughed when he accidently choked on ice after staring at me for a while he said I made him forget how to breathe I smiled when he caressed my hand with his very warm one I realized how much I loved the feelings his touch gave me I  liked his voice when he was serious about the Pack they meant so much to him  or how playful his tone became when he stole a bite of my Spaghetti .

He swept me off my feet literally   his hands wrapped iron tight around my waist lifting me in the air I wrap my arms around his neck and smile down  staring into his grey depths  “Abigail”

“Yes”

“I don’t want to give you up” he whispered putting me on my feet  I knew it was almost midnight but I wasn’t ready for this night to end

“Let’s go for a walk down the docks then”

“Anything for you Butterfly” as we walked he surprised me by grabbing hold of my hand reluctantly I allowed it basking in the heat of the fireworks he’d given me 

“Did you honestly wait two years for me?”

“ I knew you were mine Abigail, you just had to see it too”

“Xander...”

“Yea Abby” he stopped and pulled me into his arms  laying my head on his chest I sigh contently 

“I'm glad we went out tonight”

“Me-“  just then I felt soaked from head to toe I stare at my hands there covered in something  red  I sniffed I'm covered in red paint I step away from Xander immediately as if his touch was poison  not a drop marred his perfect suit or his person in general, besides where I had touched him 

“What’s wrong little Abigail” Kassandra’s voice came from behind me and a roar of laughter followed “ Forgot to check your clothes before you went out?”

I stare at Xander horror stricken his face hardened “Kassandra” he snarled reaching for me I back away

“You asshole” I whisper wiping red paint soaked tears from my eyes “you did this; you set me up you asshole! I actually believed you”

“Abigail I swear it wasn’t me, I didn’t know” I jerk from his touch it was simple I was so slippery

pain coursed through my body I scream at it “Abigail let me help you”

“No stay the hell away from me you bastard! I never want to see you again! I hope you’re happy” I run past all his laughing friends but Kassandra blocked my path

“Aww you didn’t find it funny Luna?” she pouted “Oh well Xander did” something overcame me balling my fist I slam it into her face

The pain was indescribable nothing would ever compete besides the pain that had now manifested in my chest my bones broke and re broke and I was running  but it didn’t feel like me yes  something else was in control

‘that’s your wolf Butterfly’

‘get out of my head you Asshole’ 

‘no I didn’t know Abigail I swear tonight meant something to me I want there to be an us Abigail you complete me you make me smile’

there will never be an us you bastard you made sure of that I do hope for your sake the rejection is quick and painless unlike the “kindness “ you have shown me tonight   I hope you have all the best even though I feel like the biggest moron in the world I don’t  hate you , this is what you were destined to do

‘No Abby’   his large massive midnight wolf  body blocked my path ‘I wouldn’t hurt you damnit listen to me!

‘I'm done listening I'm tired goodbye Xander’  he howled at me I could still here him chasing  after me endlessly at least until I got in the house and locked myself in my room sliding on the ground I sob into my red painted covered hands  

‘you’ll always be a part of me Abby , and I’ll always be a part of you’  

I hated the thought even though he plotted to hurt me I wanted Xander to hold me the Xander who treated me so sweetly 

Then I remembered, that Xander didn’t exist . He Never did