it hurts so much. i know i've said this just about a million times but i don't think you understand. no, of course you don't. even as you sit just feet away from me everyday, close enough to hear every syllable of your words, i hurt. it feels like i'm miles away, so distant because we aren't on the same wavelength. now i've come to realize that maybe, just maybe, it wasn't you that broke me. but me that thought i could be fixed through you. i was already broken down. destroyed, i just thought that a relationship would fix me and my insecurities and give me the attention I crave-but no. I must learn to fix myself before trying to love.
because when you love, you hold out your own heart, but must also handle the other person's with care.
and that's how I forgot you.
YOU ARE READING
to forget you
Short Storyforgetting you isn't easy when our memories haunt my life missing you series #2 [completed 11/1/15]
