Gotta Be You (1D fanfic)

Chapter 16: Don't Let Me Go

Previously:

"I need to be with someone who I can depend on and who can trust me and I feel like you can't" I said my voice cracking, he knew what was coming next. His expression fell and his mouth opened.

"Izzy" he said desperately

"Zayn please I just think we should "  I paused before saying the next part

"Split Up"

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Louis' P.O.V

Its been a week since Izzy and Zayn broke up. Zayns not been himself, he stays in his room and just sits on his bed, staring into the distance, like he's seen a ghost. Izzy, well Rose said she's okay. She occasionally misses him but not as much as he does.  

"C'mon Zayn, you can't be depressed forever" I said slapping his back

"Your girlfriend didn't break up with you" he mumbled, this made me angry. He's complaining about how sad he was but he wouldn't do anything about it 

"MAN UP AND TALK TO HER ABOUT IT IF YOU MISS HER SO MUCH" I scolded before leaving to the kitchen. I grabbed a granola bar and grabbed my bag. Today was the day the Grease parts were revealed. I would meet Rose at the auditorium so we could find out who got in together. I left and saw Rose waiting outside for me.

"Hey I thought we were meeting at the auditorium" I said as we walked to the elevators

"We were but I couldn't go by myself, too nervous" she answered

"Don't be" I said taking her hand and giving her a reasuring smile.

"Hows Zayn?" she asked

"He's okay, I told him to man up today" I smirked as we entered the elevator, I pressed the button to the ground floor.

"LOU!" she exclaimed hitting me on the shoulder.

"What he's over reacting, its not like he was in love with her" I shrugged, "And owww"

"And how do you know that" she asked as the doors of the lift opened.

"Because you don't fall in love in a few weeks" I replied as we walked out the doors and into the hall way.

"Why not, anything can happen" she replied in a naive way

"Its the human nature I guess" I responded. We were quiet for a while.

"Louis, were you ever in love" she asked. I went quiet and looked down. I had been in love before. 

"You don't have to answer it if you don't want to" she said looking at me

"I was in love once but it didn't work out" I replied sadly

"Lou I'm sorry I shouldn't have asked that" she apologized hugging me

"Do you still miss her?" she asked

"Sometimes but then I remember that she's not coming back. Anyway I've got you, what more could I need. Now Ms. Rose we must go check if I can call you Ms. Sandy now" I smiled while cuddling her as we walked to the auditorium. I knew she wanted to know more about how it was like, to be in love. Its amazing, you feel complete and you feel infinite. Thats what I wanted to tell her but its not that. Its not like on TV, you never would've imagined that you would find the right person who completes you but you end up blinded by love and nothing seems more important than that person. Everything you do is for them and thats great if the other person is doing the same for you but if they aren't well then its hell after you breakup. You dedicated your life for them, you don't have a life of your own so when they're gone you don't know what to do. You put your life on hold for months even years because you don't want to believe they're gone and theres that small piece inside of you that believes that they're coming back for you when really they've moved on and will not be coming back.